The secret

Therapy

Ash's POV
I need to get out of here and quit my life I cant stand it anymore I can't even think straight and then I get a message from Mikey on it and it said

From Mikey
Hey Fag we need a drummer can you come over I might not punch you as much as I used to hell I'll stop completely I really hate myself Ash, for what I did.
I really didn't know what to say.
I just said k be there soon.

I got to Luke's door and knocked. Mikey ran to the door, I walked in, today were doing a cover of teenage dirt bag.

I was scared as hell that I was going to mess up, we ended the video,I was scared out of my mind.

Luke said "Wow that was awesome Ash.
I just said "Ok, thanks."
I went back to being quite and shy.

Cal pinned me up to the wall, he said "Why did you speak?"
I was scared I fell on the floor, pushed my glasses up, I felt the vomit coming up so I ran to the bathroom and purge. I couldn't hold it in.

Luke came up to the door he said "Ash?"

Luke's POV
"Ash? you ok?" I said.
"I just need a min, I'll be out of your sight sorry for coming I need to get home."
I said "Ashton I wanted you here and we ordered pizza."
He said "I already ate."
I said "Ok, we have cheese."
He said "No, I'm fine actually I just need to go home."
Ol ash that's fine I understand that your not comfortable here. He walks out I give him a hug, he quickly walks away from me.

"Ash were are you going?l asks Calum.
Sadly he said "home" and Ash left.

Ash's POV
I got home and cried myself to sleep, that's what I wanted to do but I'm to tired to cut or throw up.

They said they want me to come back tomorrow. So I was going to tomorrow,the morning came, I go dressed and when I got to school a punch in the face from Calum greeted me.

I was kicked in the stomach, I ran to the bathroom.
Calum said "Go purge you fat cow freak."
Everyone was laughing behind me.

I put my 2 fingers down my throat and gaged myself I threw up so much.
I heard some one say Ash are you ok to my luck it was Luke.

Luke's POV
I walk in and I hear throwing up, I heard what Calum said.
I saw Ash's shoes in the stall I knocked on it.
I said "Ash it that you? are you ok?"

Ash's POV
Fuck it's Luke,he can't find out.
I say "No,I'm fine."
He said "Ash, you don't have to lie ok."
I said "You don't care, so just leave me alone."
He said "Ash, I do; we really want you in our band please Ash,can you forgive me?"

I said "I need time to think but I'll still go tonight."

Mikey's POV
I wanted to punch Cal in the face for what he said to Ash. I controlled my anger and went up to Ash's table and then turned around to sit with the popular people.
Ash's POV
Mikey gave me a little hope that maybe he would come and sit with me. Just maybe but no,I just look at my phone, get put my sketch pad and drew a pic.

It looked awesome it was; it was a eye with an reflection inside of it. The. a popular comes up to me and grabs my glasses.

He says "Wow faggot your super blind."
He gave them back, I kept quiet and went back to drawing.