The secret

Take me home

Luke's POV
Ash didn't come today, damn was Calum going to hurt him tomorrow. I was scared for him.

So I texted him and said
"hey Ash why aren't you here?"
he replied and said "I have a ton of homework my mom wouldn't let me sorry tell Cal and Mikey I'm sorry."

Ash's POV
I didn't lie I just wanted to be home, I needed the sleep. I wrote my song called Amnesia and I made it look nice here it is:

I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted
I thought about our last kiss, how it felt the way you tasted
And even though your friends tell me you're doing fine

Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you?
When he says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you?

Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

Cause I'm not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them

Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape

Cause I'm not fine at all

The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone
I'll admit I like to see them, I'll admit I feel alone
And all my friends keep asking why I'm not around

It hurts to know you're happy, yeah, it hurts that you've moved on
It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long

It's like we never happened, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

Cause I'm not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them

Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape

If today I woke up with you right beside me
Like all of this was just some twisted dream
I'd hold you closer than I ever did before
And you'd never slip away
And you'd never hear me say

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them

Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape

Cause I'm not fine at all
No, I'm really not fine at all
Tell me this is just a dream
'Cause I'm really not fine at all

Then I got ready for school,I see Calum.
I tell him "I'm sorry."
He says that ok.
"I'm worried you look really ugly lately are you ok?" Said Calum.

I thought he was actually going to give a fuck but I guess not.
I just walk past him and go to the music room and hand my project into him.
He says "Ash this is really good I nod and leave.

I walk into math,I went to the back and copied all the work, I go through the rest of my classes.

I go home fall asleep, Luke calls me and says "Ash can I come over?"
I said "No,I'm tired."
He said "I'm coming over anyway."

  Luke's POV
I go up to his room and I see him crying and shaking.
So I go and cuddle him, spoon him to make him happy.
He cries into my shoulder, I hold him close.

I told him I love him and he turns around? kisses me I wake up, this is just a dream.

Ash's POV

I go into the bathroom and take a shower, I cut and everything went black.