The secret

Jaesy Rae

Ash's POV
I didn't die damn it.
I had a text from Cal that said Ash we have band practice get over here now.

I huff sadly, I walked to my closet, get out red jeans, my black vans and a grey tee shirt. I cover up all my scars with foundation and bracelets.

I drove there with my cajon, I walked in and I saw that they were all laughing at something.
I realized it was a picture of me, I knew they were laughing about how fat I was.

I walked in, went to the Lou and gaged myself till I threw up.
All I wanted was to be liked I don't understand why they hate me so much.

Cals POV
I looked for Ash, I saw he went to the bathroom. I just huffed, I showed Luke and Mikey the pictures of I found of these memes.

Ash walks out and he looks upset, I didn't even do anything.
I said "Hey, Ash is everything ok?!?"
He said "Yeah."
He brought his cajon in, he asked if he could have a drink.
I asked "What do you want?"
He said "Water."
So k go give it to him and tell Luke and Mikey he's here.

Mikey's POV
I'm happy Ash came because he's a cool dude. I see that he's wearing so many bracelets. I don't ask why though.

We start the video, Calum said were doing Jaesey Rae by All Time Low.

We started, it was really good!
Ash even sang a little which I was surprised with his voice it was really good!

Luke's POV
"Hey, Ash."I said
"Yeah?" Replied.
I said "Do you want to come and eat with us?
He said "Sure.

So he drives us the the pizza shop,we get a large cheese pizza. I notice that Ash only gets water which is weird.

When it came he got a piece and stared at it weirdly. I mean come on dude is fucking pizza.

Calum said "Ash why aren't you eating."
He said "I just don't feel hungry right now."
Cal said "Ok."
Mikey asked him "Ash, are you sure your ok? You never eat anymore."
Ash snapped and said "I'm fine, I ate wailer because I had to feel Lauren and Harry.

I knew something is wrong with him but I can't figure it out.