California | N.G.

Chapter 20

After about a while of shooting Nash hasn't said anything to me. Everytime I would try to make small talk or ask him something he would walk away or ignore me. Finally it was time to leave and I had to get to the bottom of this.

"Nash?" I said poking him. He got up from the side walk where he was sitting next to me and he was about walk away but I jumped on him.

"What did I do? Why are you mad at me?" I said pinning him down to the ground, he didn't answer. "Nash!

"Ididsomethingiregret" he mumbled.

"What? Nash come on tell me!" I could see his eyes getting watery.

"Three days ago I went to this club with some friends, I drank, got tipsy and I uh."

"Nash spit it out I think I could handle it." I said getting off of him.

"I uh," I could see tears forming in his eyes. "I slept with another girl." my heart stopped, when I said I could handle it, I was so wrong. I froze, how could he? I felt tears in my eyes.

"God I know I'm so stupid, I'm sorry Alexa! I really am, I understand if you hate me, I hate myself too." I couldn't listen to him without bursting out into tears, I got up and went to the car.

"Uh Connor can we go now?" I asked.

"Sure let me get Tyler, is everything ok?"

"Uh can we talk about later please I just want to leave."

"Ok I'll be right back." after about five minutes Tyler came and we left to his apartment. Before we went to the apartment we stopped by the store to get the grossest things and beers to make a video. Even though Nash broke my heart I couldn't let it bring me down, yeah I'm sad but I can cry later or maybe never. Finally after thirty minutes of listening to one direction and Ed Sheeran we finally got to Tyler's apartment and we turned up, yeah not really but we were going to make a video.

"Hey guys today I am here with," everything went quiet. "say your name.." He said laughing.

"Oh ok haha I'm Alexa Whiteman!"

"And I'm Connor Franta!"

"Today we are doing the what's in my mouth challenge with some beer, but of course Alexa won't drink because she is only 18!"

"God damn it!" I said sarcastically.

"Ok let's get started with this shit!" Tyler said.

// Five hours later\\
After we finished the video, that took about an hour to film, I stayed a while and drank a beer. After I stayed it was already five and. I decided to go home. Tyler offered to drive me but I decided to take a cab. Once I got home I took off my shoes and threw my purse into the closet. I took off all of my makeup, put on my pajamas, and watched netflix the whole night. As I began season four of Pretty Little liars, I decided to check my phone since I hadn't since the photo shoot.It was at twenty percent and I had missed calls from Nash, some from Cameron, and a text from Brianna. As I started to listen to Nash's voicemail I started to cry, he was the only person I dated in my life, my first boyfriend, my first kiss. Finally I listened to his last voicemail and moved on to Cameron's.

"Hey Alexa um I know you and Nash aren't at best terms right now but I'm at the hospital near our apartment, Nash got into a car accident, I really need you here please." as i heard his voicemail I couldn't help but think it was my fault. I looked at one time he sent it, which was at four and it was already six. I grabbed my bag and I left in a rush.