California | N.G.

Chapter 31

//3 days later\\
It's been three days since everything happened, three days since I haven't gotten out of bed. Everyday the girls would come and tell me to eat but I wouldn't ,I would lock myself in my room, I haven't been on my phone, and I'm pretty sure everyone was wondering where I was. The last time this happened was when my mom died and my dad started to hit me. Everytime I would go into depression it ended badly or I just disconnected myself from the world. That was exactly what I was doing, laying in bed, not talking to anyone, not eating, and I would lock myself in my room. I could tell my phone was blown up with texts, notifications, and calls from people and fans. I hated not talking to them but I just didn't want to talk to anyone. Today I heard Brianna talking to Cam earlier on the phone telling them to come over to see if Nash could help me. I didn't even want to see Nash, every time I see him I think of what Frank said, especially now that he knows where he lives.

"Lexa? Nash is here can you come out please?" Gabi asked but I didn't answer. "Come on Lexa we just want to help can you please come out and eat?" She said louder.

"Guys I'm fine I just need to be alone I'm not hungry!" I yelled out putting the covers over my head.

"Lexa I will kick this door open!" Cameron said.

"Do it see if I care you'll just have to pay for it!" I argued back. After a while I could hear them whispering then I heard the door unlock.

"Just leave me alone!" I groaned.

"Lexa you need to talk I can't let you fall into depression like last time." Brianna said.

"Well maybe I don't want to talk I just can't deal with this anymore I hate falling into depression but it just happens!"

"Nash is here , he wants to talk to you." She said rubbing my back.

"Bri I don't think I could face him, I don't want him to get hurt! Frank knows where he lives! I just can't risk him getting hurt, and I feel like I need to break up with him."

"Alexa you don't have to do that he loves you and you love him! Why don't you just go to the police!"

"I'm scared! I just can't!" I said bursting out into tears.

"Alexa, you have us talk to us! Eat come on! I'm going to get you back to your normal self! Get up, take a shower, look nice and we are going out to dinner!" She said pulling the covers off of me.

"Can't I just stay in bed!"

"No! Now get up and get ready or I'll make Nash come in here and carry you to the bathroom and have him bathe you!" She said which made me jump out of bed and run into the bathroom. When I saw myself in the mirror I almost screamed, I looked like complete shit. Once I got into the warm water it felt so nice, I mean I haven't taken a shower in three days. When I got out I decided to wear jeans, moccasins, a hoodie, and my hair up in a bun, I didn't really want to put on makeup so I just put on some powder and mascara. When I got out of the bathroom I saw Brianna made my bed and the blinds were opened. When I walked out to living room I really didn't want to see anyone but if I didn't I knew Brianna would make me one way or another.

"Hey Lexa." Cameron said softly and I just nodded.

"Um so where are we going?" I said looking down at my feet.

"I was thinking we could go to Lemonade then the pier?" Gabi said.

"Uh yeah I'm down." Nash said.

"Ok." I shrugged and with that we left.

The whole car ride was awkward silence only music playing lightly in the background. I was sitting next to Nash while Cam was driving, Gabi was in the passenger seat, and Brianna was to the right of me.

"You ok?" Nash asked holding my hand that was shaking.

"Uh yeah I guess." I shrugged.

"You know I'm here for you right? I love you and I will never stop." He said looking straight into my eyes.

"I know, I love you too." I said resting my head on his shoulder.