Svaštara

what I've been listening to~

Hello angels!!
Ovo nije nešto veoma zanimljiv dio.
Ali ako vam je potrebno nove muzike, you might find something to your liking here.
Ovo nema nekog redoslijeda, samo sam pisala sve što u poslijednje vrijeme dosta slušam i jos mi nije dosadilo 😅✌
Pokraj sam napisala jezik na kome je pjevana i to je to 😂❤

Iii.. i ima mala pjesmica 😅
I was kinda inspired, I wrote it, I cried, and then I was a lil proud.. idk I'm wierd..
Yup.. (koji sam ja krindz bajo moooj haha)

Nego:

English:
Highly suspect- 16, my name is human;
Unlike pluto-sin circus, 8 legged dreams, damaged control;
CVLTE- Falling apart, boys;
Dennis Lloyd-alien;
Noah Kahan-false confidence;
Gabbie Hanna-dandelion;
MISSO-kamikazee, sing to me;
BMTH-parasite eve, in the dark;
Jacob Lee- demons;
Eliot Lee-upside down;
EMM-devil in disguise, freedom;
Stephen- crossfire, play me like a violin;
Loic Nottet- million eyes, doctor, mrmme; (the last song is french)
Grandson- blood/water, thoughts and prayers;
The vane- room 303; (korean)
The rose-stranger, baby;(korean)
Gaho- then, stay here;(korean)
Picon-there was light; (japanese)
Eve-airhead; (japanese)
Vickeblanka-black catcher, black rover; (japanese)
Kagamine Rin-last one's weeping; (vocaloid)
Dmitro Shaul-ne grusti po nemu; (russian)
Rauf&Faik- eto li schaste, detstvo, (russian)
Okean Elzi-obimi; (ukrainian)
Kazka-plakala; (ukrainian)
Kobrica-lobanja; (serbian)
Breskvica-utopia; (serbian)
Pajak-mama, bebe, nokjva; (macedonian)
Mathea-wolt dir nur sagen; (german)
Tagtreaumen-sinn; (german)
WML-he's just a child; (chinese)
After journey- my roomate is a detective op (chinese)

Ima po dosta, ali ako vam se nešto čini zanimljivim you can see if you'll like it.
Nadam se da će biti barem nešto. (๑> ᴗ <๑)

____________________

And now:

When I look back
I always smiled
No one really knew
I was hurting inside

And I guess I didn't want
No one to really see
That the one who I am
Is not who I wanted to be

So I played the role well
Of a lovely daughter
Never showed how I'm drowning
As if under water

To my sister I as well
Gave all the love I had
I wanted her to know
She's the pearl inside a shell

I wanted her to see
Her beauty beneath
The one within herself
That in me I've never seen

My mum I wanted to protect
But I guess she protected me more
So much that to this day
I'm afraid of pretty much anything and all

My dad didn't care much
At a time where I was low
But I guess another love
Had something better for him in store

I still think back at those days
The special ones, with no family, no cake
With gritted teeth and a heavy smile
I would ensure myself it was gonna be fine

So when everything was breaking
When I felt the fear overtaking
I had those few specks of hope
That one day
For sure
The pain would stop

I guess it's gonna take a little more time
But until then, I'll keep telling myself
"You're gonna be fine"

(Razvod, pubertet, škola, zdravlje fizičko kao i mentalno... umm, dešava se?)
Maybe some of you can relate to some extent, so ya know, you're not alone. 😊
We're together in this thing called life. ♡
And life's been better.. it's gonna get even better, you just gotta live to see for yourself okay! ^-^

Some memes for a good day: