[COMPLETED] When Pigs Fly [JEDAMS]

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Thomas' POV
I think I should tell him. I know I imprisoned and almost beheaded him, but I just can't keep the feeling for him a secret any longer.

It's been two hours since I cuddled him(aka the 27 chapter)in the library. I think I'm gonna tell him in private, in his room to be exact.

I sighed, I told myself I will never love him again after I imprisoned him. But now, I have no idea what to think.

"Does he even care about me?" I asked myself

"He said he loved you with all of his heart, Thomas." I sighed. "But that probably just slipped out so you won't believe he's committing adultery."

If you couldn't tell, I was really stressed out. I knew I couldn't hide my love for John forever. In the end, I thought of the perfect time to tell him.

"In his room, at 10:30?" I asked myself. "Sure, go for it, Thomas!"

"All you have to do is tell him your feeling for you, let him freak out and then leave!" I whispered to myself.

I took big, deep breath. Trying to calm myself down.

"Just do it, Thomas!" I whispered.

"Just do it, Thomas. Everything is gonna be alright. You can still have all of the women of your choice!" I smiled at that, but it faded.

I shook my head no.

"No, what women will want a man who was in love with the unpopular John Adams!?" I freaked out.

"You can still have a...man?" I guessed.

"Same with the women, Thomas. Same with the women." I sighed in defeat.

"Calm down, Thomas. You don't even know his respond yet! So calm down." I took deep breathes.

"I pray to god this will go right." I put my head on my office desk.

"You have some time before 10:30. Get some rest." I sighed and laid back on my chair.

Everything is fine.
Everyone is gonna be alright.
Just calm down and relax

I got up from my desk to get a glass a water, cause that will make me feel better

A/N sorry it was bad, it's 4:33 in the morning and I'm trying to finish. Thanks for reading!