Tale Of Love (Completed)

6.REGRET??!!

she tried to hide her pain until now..but not now..

she bite his lips and started kissing him vigourously..

sid was taken aback by her bold move..

but his heart cried in pain when he noticed tears rolling from her eyes..

he let her to do what she wants to do..

he assured her that he will be there for her..no matter what...by hugging her even more tightly.......

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They realized what they were doing when sid's phone rang.......

sid loosens his grip on her waist..she quickly get up and stood beside bed..

sid cursed the person who made a ph call..

sana:mein breakfast banati hu...

and sana went to kitchen...

sid:hello

asim:bhai.....why didn't u come to office today..is everything okay?

sid: asim today is sunday...

asim: bhai..but u always come to office daily..u only said that u loved to spent ur time in office than in home...
Asim told this in a teasing tone..

sid :mmm....it was past na.....ab nahi..

Asim: am I missing something????asked asim with a chuckle

Sid: asim I will give a hard punch on ur face..

Asim: ok ok bhaii...but I told u on ur wedding day that u will change for sure..but you denied my statement then..see now..I wonnn
Said asim with a winning tone..

Sid: HAa baaba HAa ..abb ph rakh do..paka mat..

asim:ok bhai..bye....take care of my sweet babhi....

Sid went to dining table...and started eating bf..

Sid is busy in stealing glances at sana..

Sana is quite...she is lost somewhere..

Sid: sana....

Sana didn't give any reply as she is lost somewhere

Sid: shehnaaz.....
He again called her a bit loudly..

Sana: ha.....ha....

Sid: what r u thinking...

Sana: nothing....I mean..

Sid: mmm I am sry....it just happened...

Sana cut him in between and said ..no need to say sorry ...I will go to room ..

Sana went to her room..locked the door..and start crying...

Sana pov:
I am a dumb..I thought that he kissed me with love...noo ...he just kissed with attraction...a mere fucking attraction....but ...but I felt love in his touch..the way he kissed me..the way he held me possessively...the way he deepened the kiss....all this...all this...is just desire...not love...

But I was happy that he kissed me....
I was on cloud nine while he was kissing him....

Love..lust..desire...I don't know what was it..I was fucking happy...

But....he broke my heart by saying sorry...that means he regret our kiss...he regret that moment...

Am I that bad? Don't I deserve to be loved??
Yes...I don't..I am filth..I am dirt...
I am impure....I am...💔💔
......My heart is bleeding.....why can't anyone see that...what mistake I did to have this life..

When he was kissing me I felt all my old wounds are healing...
A new ray of hope appeared...

I don't want him to move away from me...
I don't want to loose him...

I can bear his hatred...
But I can't loose him...
I can't...

She slept there while crying....

Sid pov:

When her lips met mine...I felt home...
I felt like I found a reason to live...
She tried to move but I held her waist and started kissing...
After some time she also reciprocated...
But..but...she was in tears..why..
I can feel pain in her kiss..
She kissed me passionately not with desire..but with pain and loneliness...

What happened to her..after that incident..

Did I miss anything...
Did I miss understand her..
Did I??

But I can't see her crying anymore..I will make her happy from now...

I told sorry to her which I didn't even mean.. ofcourse she is mine..and I can kiss her...she is always mine...she will be...maybe she had someone in her past ...but I don't care...I am her present and future...

I want her to be happy....
I just said sorry bcoz I felt maybe she was uncomfortable with that..
Did she regret that kiss???!!!

I can't regret that moment...that is the best moment in my life...

I will again kiss you baby..u will also reciprocate but not with pain and fear .....u will kiss me with love ...damn pretty love...

The kiss is flashing in his mind...
Her lips.. they are beautiful...juicy....
Something beyond words..
I will never get tired of tasting them...

I love you naaz..
I always do.....