We didn't do anything but hang out, order food and visit the beach.....Well, I guess that is doing something lol. It was 1 am now and Maggie really wanted Billie to get home. I walked her to her car, she pushed me against the drivers side door and fell into me burying her face in my chest. "I don't wanna go" she whined. I stroked her hair & kissed the top of her head. "I know baby. Fuck I'm gonna miss you." I squeezed her. Her phone was ringing.....again. "Goddamn it! If it's my mom again I'm gonna freak the fuck out!" She yelled. "I told her twice already I'm on my way!" "Bil! calm down, jesus!" I laughed. "It IS my mom again." She declined the call and texted her. "Fuck! Come here and fucking kiss me, I'm irritated as hell bro." She demanded. I grabbed her hands trying not to smile too hard. "Look at me, calm down. It's not that long & you're doing what you love. Stop being a dick." I giggled. She rolled her eyes. "I said kiss me not lecture me" she smirked. Our lips crashed together for the last time, well, at least for the next 9 days. I tried to pull away but she held onto my bottom lip with her perfectly aligned teeth. "Billie!" I mumbled into her mouth. "You're the fucking devil!" I hollered. She laughed. "You like it though" she teased sticking her tongue out. "Put that tongue back in your mouth before I sit on your face, you sexy ass bitch" I said jokingly. She looked surprised for once. "Right here in the driveway doh!? I mean, I'm down." She giggled. I blushed. "Get outta here Eilish & your ass better drive safe." I exclaimed. She was sad again as she opened the door and started her car, I walked over and stood next to her seat. "Text me when you get home okay." She nodded. "I'm gonna miss you mamas." She whispered. I blew her a kiss & shut her car door. I watched her back out and drive off. I'm gonna miss her so fucking much.
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2:48 am 📱Bil- aye, u up? I'm home by the way
📱Rae- I'm up. Tired. And I wish you were next to me 🥺
📱Bil- Same mamas. I'm packing my shit last minute, super fun. Wanna come help? 😅
📱Rae- LOL you know I would
📱Bil- 😞
📱Rae- babe ☹️ You're breaking my heart.
📱Bil- It scares me how much I like you. I ain't never dreaded leaving for shows and shit.
📱Rae- Bil I'm scared too, I've already told you before I have never clicked with anyone so much....so fast, even just as friends.
📱Bil- I just feel like I've known you forever already. I'm so comfortable around you.
📱Rae- I'm happy & feel the same way. But I've got class tomorrow babe, I gotta get some sleep. I guess I won't hear from you until you get there.
📱Bil- Yep. 12 hour flight. We won't talk all day pretty much
📱Rae- Well call me when you get there or during a flight switch.....whatever you want. Be safe Bil. I miss you already 🥰
📱Bil- Miss you too mama. And I definitely will call when I can. Don't go falling for anyone else while I'm gone ☺️
📱Rae- Never. Good nite sweet girl.
📱Bil- Gdnight angel
I sat my phone on my night stand & rolled over. I could still smell her on my pillow. Goddamn I'm falling hard for this girl. I haven't felt like this in years. She hasn't even left yet & Im ready for her to be back. I fell asleep thinking about the last couple of weeks, replaying everything like a movie.
My alarm was blaring, it was 7 am. I had class at 9. If it's 7 that means Bil got on her plane an hour ago. I pulled up my texts.
6:04am 📱Bil- I know you're asleep still. Just wanted to tell you that you mean the world to me. I fucking miss you already and I hope you have a good day. Expect a phone call tonight. Bye for now my angel.
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Ugh. My heart. Fuck. I gotta get up and get ready for class. I know I said I was on summer break but I picked up a summer class to lighten my load in the fall.
