Just Us. (Sequel To Nymphomaniac)

It's Real.

(Leilanee in the media)

Leilanee

"Hey, what's been up with you? You haven't been yourself lately." Nico pulled me aside of the beach party.

I shrugged not knowing how to answer the question. I thought about just ignoring it.

"Can we just have fun?" I asked Nico. She rolled her eyes, frustrated with me.

Truth is, I'm just really scared of being serious with someone. Nico was awesome but I was scaed of giving my all and receiving half in return. So yeah, my guard was up. I had a good reason, right?

"What are you so afraid of?" she asked. We were sitting on a bench on the sidewalk. I looked down at my feet. I could feel her stare.

"Nothing."

"Don't lie to me, Leilanee. I'm here to listen."

I sighed and let it out..

"I'm scared of you. Of us. Me and you together. Us, together. I'm scared of being left like a fool again. I'm scared of being lead on." I try tovhold back tears while I talk but they come anyway.

I wasn't really trying to cry today. I was enjoying myself. Or atleast I thought I was.

"Hey, hey.." Nico rubbed my cheek and turned my face toward hers. I looked into her brown eyes.

"I'm not going anywhere. I'm not here to hurt you. We can take things slow, as slow as you want baby. Believe me, I wouldn't be sitting here talking to you if my intentions weren't pure."

Her words sounded good but I'd have to wait and see just how true they were. I didn't want the same thing. I'm finally over Sydnei and I just really want to move on.

"Do you hear me?" I grinned and she kissed my lips.

"Good, now let's go home. I'm hot and need to chill with my boo before I go to work." she nuzzled her face into my neck causing me to giggle.

We got up and walked hand in hand to her car. Once we got to her house, she cooked for us and we chilled. I was sad when she had to go to work. I didn't want to be left alone.

"I'll be back baby, make sure you lock up." she kissed my forehead and walked out.

Yeah, I was staying with her for a while because my house reminded me too much of Sydnei. I need to stop beating myself up and let things flow. Nico deserves a shot. Maybe it is real. Maybe I'm just overreacting.

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