~Chapter 11~ Pushed Away ~

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A/N: WARNING, this chapter has a tiny bit of Sonamy, but thats only because Amy's in it, sooo yeah. Just sit tight. 😅

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Amy POV

"S..S...SONIC???" I yelled. One year ago I watched him fall down from space. He fell all the way to Mobius. I was sure that he was dead. We all were. But here he was. Standing right infront of me. Red sneakers and everything. He even still had his cute little smile he had always worn. I ran up to him and hugged him tightly. I shoved my face into his chest as tears were streaming from my face. "I-I th-thought you were d-dead.." I sniffed. "Heh, well, you never were the brightest of the group" He coughed, not being able to breathe. "I missed you." I smiled. I let him go and he dramatically took in air.  

"Oh come on." I smirked. He looked at me with that same ol' cocky smile of his. Oh, I want to tell him so badly! Actually..I think he already knows..well.. then I want to ask him so badly! I felt my heart racing at a million miles per hour. I was sure it was going to explode out of my chest. I shrugged it off and very softly said, "Uh, Sonic, can I talk to you please?" He looked at my confused, but then I think he got the jist. "Uh, sure, I guess?" He shrugged then followed me outside. 

I looked at the ground and sighed. "Ok, what I wanted to tell you is-..I-..well you see-.." I stuttered. Why was is so hard now? I had told him this a million times before! But..why now? Is it because he looks different? Is it because I watched him die a year ago? I sighed again. "What im trying to say is.." I threw my head up and looked him dead in the eyes, grabbing both his hands and holding them just under our faces. "I LIKE YOU! No, I LOVE you! Ever since we first met! Your beautiful emerald eyes, your luscious blue quills, EVERYTHING!" I yelled. "I love you Sonic The Hedgehog! I always have! And I always will! Your the sun to my shine, the water to my river, the moon to my earth! Your the reason I wake up every morning! Your my reason for living!" I panted after going to long without taking a breath.

"I know, Amy. You've told me." He shrugged. "Well this time I mean it!" I looked him in the eye. "And that's what you said the last 80,000 times you've told me." He pulled his hands away from mine. "And I've always had the same answer. 'No.' No matter how many times you tell me, I'll always say no. It's been like that forever. Just because I haven't seen you in a year doesn't mean I magically gained feelings over you. You can dream on, but you'll never be my girlfriend. We might have known eachother forever, but that doesn't mean I'll date you. Don't take this too harshly, I just only want to be friends." He crossed his arms. 

I felt my heart shatter. He's said no before, but..never this harsh. He said not to take it harshly..but..it was too late. Tears were already forming. I felt like how I felt a year ago, when I watched him..die. But..he was here. I should be happy..right? "Hey, I said don't take it too-" I cut him off. "Why?! What did I do?! What did I say?! Where did I go wrong?!" I shouted. "Tell me! Tell me why you won't love me!" There was practically steam coming out of my ears. 

He sighed and looked down. "I don't want a relationship. Not now. Not ever. I need to worry about Eggman, not someone who just so happens to be sad." He lowered his ears slightly. "Relationships aren't anything but bad. The other person does nothing but pour all their problems onto you, expecting you to help. Your a slave not a lover. The only difference between a relationship and friendship is that relationships involve kisses, hugs, and cuddles. Something I don't need." 

I pinned my ears down. He's changed so much..but not in a good way. What..happened? Was he tortured? Mind swapped? Why was he acting like this? Why was he being so cruel? Why? This isn't him. This isn't our Sonic. This isn't the Sonic that saved my life from Metal Sonic. This is the Sonic that defeated Perfect Chaos with the Chaos Emeralds. This isn't the Sonic that died while saving the world. This isn't the Sonic that's Mobius' hero. This isn't the Sonic I know and love. This isn't.. my Sonic.. 

My Sonikku.. has changed.

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Heyy sorry for the amount of Sonamy in that, but it had to be done. Also, don't expect the "Sonikku" thing that much, it kinda creeps me out, but I felt like it fit here. Anyway, if you guys have any suggestions for the next chapter please don't hesitate to tell me! Thank you for reading! Love ya! 😘

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