A Rabbits Love

chapter 9

Subaru

Chapter 9

We stood in silence. I closed my eyes and just listened to the crickets sound through the night. I felt the soft breeze pass through my hair as I pondered the scenario that would soon take place at Shigure's not far from here.

What was momiji going to do? How was I supposed to handle him? Would he forgive me? Those thoughts passed through my mind at least a few hundred times.

I finally decided to come to terms with myself and my emotions. I decided I wanted to try to understand these feelings that ran through my undead heart. These tingles whenever he holds me. The flutters I feel that turn my stomach in circles whenever he smiles at me. The smile that tries to fight its way to my face whenever he sees something he likes. The pride that swells up in my chest when he gets excited about something.

I ran hand down my face in frustration, groaning. What was I to do now? I finally have him with me. But is he really with me? He's here but I still feel like he's out of my reach.

What am I doing wrong? Does he like someone else? Probably. He was always around that Tohru girl. He was always smiling up at her. When I think of that smile on his face I smile to myself. But when I see its there because of someone else, my chest begins to hurt. My heart feels like its been torn in two.

What was this feeling? What was I to do now? How was I supposed to make him like me? I'm a vampire. He's a mortal. We are two different species from two different worlds.

Can our worlds collide? Of course not. We are just too different. Besides he would never love a vampire. Not after watching what we do to Yui. Not after seeing us hurt his family member.

To him vampires must be scary. He may be 15 but he's still ignorant. If I was being honest I didn't know if I was happy he was ignorant about vampires or not.

"I'm going in. It's time I talked with those mortals." I said to Ayato after pondering my thoughts. I glanced over at him to see him with a giant smirk.

"It's about time." He whispered back. I walked back inside. Firstly I was going to find Tohru. I needed to talk to that girl. Hopefully I could catch her alone.

I was so adamant about finding Tohru I hadn't suspected the idea that I was being followed. 

The first place I was going to check was going to check was Yui's room. I had no intention of knocking. After all they were just mortals. I could care less what they thought.

As I approached the door I just walked in. Sadly only to find Yui. She was walking in from her balcony. Her blood was sending me into overdrive. I suddenly appeared in front of her startling her.

"Oh Subaru." She gasped eyes going wide.

"Your blood. Smells so sweet. I must have a taste." I said in a whisper. I bit down on her in the crook of her neck. Only to pull away right after. "Your blood. The taste has changed." I started undressing her top so I could halfway see her breast. I bit down, drinking, savoring the taste.

"Hey Subaru. Are you done I want my turn." Laito spoke up with a smile gracing his face from behind me. Making me let go to answer him.

"Go ahead." I said biting her on the otherside of her neck.

"Perfect." Laito said smiling as he started drinking from her from her upper inner thigh. He had bitten down right below her short shorts.

"You mind sharing Subaru? " Kanato said with a pout. I frowned letting go. Her blood indeed had a different taste. Yes it was delicious but for some reason it didn't satisfy me.