It seems like a possibility. Or, he just actually wants someone to satisfy his needs. But, you never know with Harry. It's almost as if he has a split personality. One minute he's nice and offering to help me out, and the next he's screaming his head off and cuffing me to the bed in my room for days at a time.
The thought of having sex with Harry causes shivers to run down my spine. It was strange to think about. You only ever hear about a victim willingly having sex with their kidnapper in movies. It's all too bizarre for my mind to even comprehend. This Harry is completely different than the one I met over a month ago.
I sigh as I sit and eat my food while the boys all converse amongst each other. I let my thoughts linger while I sat on silence. Blocking out any other voices in the room.
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As I cleaned up the remaining mess from dinner, the boys all scurried their way into the living room work I guess. As always, they don't keep me in the loop of their work so I'm left alone by myself wondering if I should eavesdrop or not.
"Any word from her dad yet?" I heard Niall speak quietly.
"Nope, nothing. It's driving me mad too. This is going on much longer than what he originally had said." I hear Harry respond back in a hushed tone.
Longer? I was suppose to be home already?
"How long was this suppose to go on?" Liam asked.
The mention of my father had caught my attention. I stood behind the threshold of the mud room that separated the kitchen and living room. I stayed quiet so that I wouldn't get caught.
"He said two weeks. It's been well over a month now. And it's not like I can do anything about it either." Harry says.
Harry can't do anything about it? Do anything about what? And why? Isn't Harry in charge? Isn't Harry my dads boss? And I was only suppose to be with Harry for two weeks? What the hell is going on?
I swear, the longer I stay here, the more confused I become.
"Shit, man. Have you tried contacting him?"
"Yeah, I get nothing. I don't understand what he's doing and why he won't take his daughter back already." Harry sighs.
You and me both, Harry.
I roll my eyes at Harry's comment. I decided it's best I don't listen anymore, knowing myself I'd get caught. I head back into the kitchen to finish cleaning up the mess that was made before going up to my room. The walked down the my room dragged, the voice of the boys from downstairs soon started to fade as I made it to the end of the hallway.
I'm so glad Harry hasn't been cuffing me to the bed anymore. My ankle is still sore and bruised from all the yanking and pulling I've done from before. I hope he doesn't do that in the future.
Shutting my door behind me, I collapsed face first onto the bed. I was absolutely exhausted. I know I didn't do much today, but today seemed to drag.
I'm still dumbfounded from Harrys behavior from earlier. The fact that Harry would rather satisfy his needs using me blows my mind when there is plenty of other women willing to do that. Harry is probably one of the most attractive guys I've ever seen, I won't lie. He can literally have anyone he wants, yet he asked me.
I will never understand Harry. He literally used to hate me. He held guns to my head and cuffed me to bed frames. Now he wants to please the both of us because he feels like it will release our frustration. And what good will that do us? It's going to cause so many issues, I can see it now.
"Ughh!" I groan loudly into the pillow.
"You seem frustrated."
I gasped before sitting up quickly only to find Harry standing there in the doorway of my room. I hate when he does that.
"What do you want Harry?" I sigh before placing my face right back into the pillow.
"You look like you need some relief, Dawn. Let me help you." Harry says, I feel the edge of my bed dip. I assume he sat down.
"Are you sure it's not you that needs the relief?" I question as I turn to look up at him.
"I won't lie and say no." He chuckles. "I haven't done anything since being in America."
"That sucks." I laugh.
It goes silent for a moment. I played with the thread that was coming apart from the comforter.
"Why don't you ask any other girl to help you out?" I ask.
"I told you why. I don't bring these girls to my actual house." He sighs.
"Oh, so what am I? A ball sack?" I retort, sitting up straight.
He laughs. "You know what I mean. Plus, it's too much work to go out to a bar and find someone to hook up with just for a night."
"Why don't you go to their place?" I questions since he doesn't want to bring them here.
"Ew, gross." He comments making me laugh.
There it goes. That silence again. It's not weird and awkward. It's just silent. I look up to find Harry already watching me from his spot on the bed.
"Come on Dawn." He says lowly. He begins to crawl closer to me until he's face to face with me. His body hovered over mine, both his arms on either sides of my body. "Let me please you." He whispers causing shivers to run down my spine.
His curls fall around his face, lightly touching mine. He was so close. Dangerously close. I felt one of his hands start to caress my exposed thigh. I was only in shorts and a t-shirt. I felt goosebumps begin to rise on the surface of my skin. The sensation was new, yet familiar.
"Let me." He says again, as his hand moves up my waist. I gasp lightly at the pressure he begins to apply to it.
Before I can comprehend what's happening, Harry backs away from me, standing to his feet ready to walk out the door.
"W-what are you doing?" I say, stunned at what was just going on.
"You didn't give me a straight answer, baby girl." He smirks before closing the door shut behind him leaving me there on the bed with my confused thoughts.
What just happened? This is not that Harry that kidnapped a month ago.
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Hey look at that another update ! I know it's short but I wanted to update again and make up from taking so long to update aghhhh !!
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