didn't think we'd get along ~sakuatsu~

Date

Atsumu's POV

Omii-kun is so hard to get and moody, I barely see him simile or be excited about something. As one month passed by, I tried to kiss him multiple times, but he either backed off or refused each time.

I'm really starting to lose hope. I don't want to move on from him but if he keeps it like this I might find someone else after all, since he doesn't seem interested.

I've tried all sort of stuff, I can't just try and fail all my life, maybe I got if wrong and he doesn't like me at all.

But before giving up on him, I'll give it one last try, if I don't get something from it, I'm definitly looking for someone else.

And now I was in our dorm thinking. What did my Omii-kun liked besides  cleansing products and being neat.

Would I catch his eye if I dressed in a soap costume? No, no, I'll seem more dumb than I already am.

However, I'm thinking about some animal or pet he'd enjoy, would he like a lizard? It has a cold blood like him so he might enjoy its company.

My thoughts have been intrerrupted when Omii-kun walked in the room.

"Hey.." He greets me, walks in our dorm and closes the door.

"You look handsome as always.." I smile, attempting to flirt with him, again.

"Thank you, you look just as horrible as always." He tells me and sits down next to him. Tsk, why am I even bothering?

This is unhealthy for me, keeping on hitting on someone who isn't interested. I'm done with playing around, so I straight up ask him.

"Sakusa, do you like me?" I question him with a straight face.

Sakusa's POV

He switched from the cute nicknames to my last name, so I know he's being serious.

"Well, I don't hate you." I look at him, he appeared mad and unhappy at the same time, why was that?

"That's not what I wanted to hear, tell me Sakusa, do you like me?" His tone gets intimidating, he comes slightly closer and is obviously angry.

I'm embaressed to tell him that I love him so..

"I do like you!" I tell him and look in his eyes. To be honest, he started to look more and more sad as the time passed by, I should've said something.

I'm a bigger idiot than him.

"In a romantic way?" He questions again, here comes the awkard part, oh god this will be hard.

"I-I think so.." I look at Atsumu, now I started to wonder, was he all right?

"T-Then.." His voice trembled, now I was worried. What's wrong with him?

"T-Then why do you keep on rejecting me? I-I've tried everything! E-Everything! Why?.. Why are you like this? W-Why do you keep playing with me? You're heartless!! Don't you think that it affects me? that it makes me question if I'm good enough?" A fear falls out of his left eye.

I feel so guility.

"I-I can't believe I fell for someone so heartless.." He sniffs, looks in my eyes and slightly starts crying.

He fell for me?.. I'm such a bad person.. Acting hard to get has its own disavantages, and being cold with someone you love wasn't the best choice here.

"Atsumu..." I approach him, wanting to hug him and comfort him.

"Please leave me alone..." He tells me, he seems tired. Both tired and sad.

The Next Day
Atsumu's POV

It's 10 AM even though for the first time in my life, I skip practice, I'm not feeling capable to set right today, so I'd better not bring the team down. If I were to go in this state, I would be unable to concentrate.

It's a rainy autumn day, it gets colder and colder as the days pass by. That isn't normally an issue for me, but today, I feel emotionally exchausted.

I'm still on my bed, looking at my wall, and trying not to think about yesterday's incident.

"Atsumu," I hear his voice.

"Breakfast is ready, let's eat." He's usually the one who cooks, his food is delicious, but I don't feel like eating today.

"I'm not feeling like eating today." I mumble although I think he heard me. Especially eating with him.

"Eating today?..No, no, no, you're eating, now, i'm not letting you starve yourself." He tells me, so he's concerned, I completly ignore him and look down.

Before going to practice, Sakusa sits next to me.

"Are you okay?" He questions me and hands me a glass of water.

"Let's say i'm fine.." I tell him but still refuse to make eye contact with him. I just can't look him in the eyes.

"Atsumu, I'm sorry.." He's sorry, huh... I want more than a stupid apolagize.

"Whatever.." I lay back on the bed and put the blanket on myself.

"I really am!" He raises his voice and lays next to me on the side, and hugs me from the back. I'm still mad though.

"And you say i'm the moody one." He pouts and still doesn't let go, is he really going to apolagize like that?

Tsk.

"Atsumu.." He hugs me toghter and kisses my cheek, I blush.

Maybe he's forgiven after all.

"You jerk.." I stopped being moody and hug him back. He was pretty kind and sincere now so why shouldn't I profit of that? It's not something I see every day.

"You good..?" He questions as he pats my head and looks at me, i lay my head on his chest and hug him tightly.

"Hey Omii-kun.." I decide to have the courage and ask him this, he'll say yes, he needs to say yes, I'm sure now.

"Will you go on a date with me?" I look at him and ask. He looks in my eyes and probably thinks of an answer. Oh god, the thought of getting rejected scares me.

"Yeah sure, this saturday?" I can't believe it, he actually responded without hessitation, it was more like a dream for me.

So we have a chance to be together after all.

[NOTE]: Yoo-hoo, sorry for only podting a chapter per day, I'll write more tommorow but let's say that I lacked motivation today.