didn't think we'd get along ~sakuatsu~

Time Together

Osamu's POV

I was browsing netflix when Suna decides to join me. I glimpse at him for a bit before fixing my eyes back on the screen. Nothing seemed interesting enough, we watched most of these films right before he started to lose himself, i remember it used to be so fun, now.. it's just dry.

Suna sighs as he watched me desperately look for a good movie, I hear his sigh and turn on to him, he was clearly just as bored as I was. "Any movie we could watch?" I question him.

"We should just go for the same movie as last time.." He shrugs and tucks his hands into his pockets, i look at him, his slick dark bangs tucked neatly behind his ears, his hair was pretty..pretty wet.

"Didn't I tell you to dry your hair after you take a bath?" I slip a hand through his wet hair, it was indeed wet, he might catch a cold. From my hand through his hair, it went directly to his cheek, caressing it softly. He stared at me with his tired eyes.

"You did, i'm too lazy to do it though." He breaks eye contact.
"Please take care of yourself, Rin." I look seriously at him, he looked back at me, forcing his mouth into a pout, he quickly pulled away. It's like he held himself from crying.

"Nobody cares, Osamu, nobody would care if something happened to me anyway!" He looks back at me, holding back from tears. "Don't be like that, you know i-"

"You what!? I'm treating you horrible, i'm wasting myself, why do you keep on sticking with me?" He yells out of his lungs, tears running through his cheeks, he pants.

I stared at him, now i was the one holding from crying. He broke eye contact with me, looking down, wiping his cheek. I hated to see him like that.

I stand up next to him, opening my arms slowly pulling him into a hug, a tight hug. He was crying loudly on my shoulder, clenching my clothes, he screamed. In about two or three minutes, he stops, still holding me close. I should've realised how much he needed me.

"You can always come to me when you feel like this." i assure him, patting his slick hair slowly, giving him a small kiss at the top of his head, his ears flush.
"It's really hard for me to open up, so usually when i'm unhappy, i tend to be rude." He mumbles between his soft sobs, arms around my neck.

"Can you please take it easier with the drugs, your health is concerning me.." I admit and gaze at him, his eyes turning away in guilt as he wipes his tears.
"I'll try."

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"I swear you'll get sick if you keep going on like this." I complain, moving my hand through suna's now fluffy hair while driving it, it was a bit frizzy but it was unbelieaveably lovely.
"I won't, you are here." He smiles and looks back at me, I look away, it's been quite a while.

"So what show are we binging tonight?" I change the subject and question him, turning the hair-dryer off.
"Fuck it, let's watch Total Drama Season 2" He replies me, putting his hair in a small ponytail.

"We watched that 3 times, didn't we?"
"I never get bored of it."
"You're so childish."

He grins, sometimes he's got such an innocent smile, all soft and pure although I rarely get to see it. I can't help but smile looking in his way, i caress his cheek, going down, rubbing my thumb to his bottom lip. His face gets a bright shade of pink.
"You're breath-taking.." I tell him, totally concentrated on him.
"Shut up." he mumbles.
"Never." I put my other hand on his waist, pressing my fingertips on his back, pulling him closer. Suna just got more red but he seemed comfortable. i come closer, staring in his pretty yellow eyes, how can you not like him, he's too perfect, that's what I thought. I slowly placed my lips against his, melting into the kiss. It was pleasant, he kissed back in a second.

It went on like that for 10 minutes, i think our lack of kissing showed up, I think i haven't seen Suna this passionate, we often have sex but he barely made any contact with me while doing it, beside the necessary.

I break the last kiss(for now) and mess his hair softly. "Are you done?" I question.
"For now, yes." He pushes me on the couch, sitting in my lap, he lays his head on my chest softly.
"Needy, are we?" I tease him, laying down with him on my chest.
"Got a problem with that?"
"Of course not! I love it!!"
"Oh you better, you're not getting this everyday."

Osamu remembers something now.

"So..were you serious when you were saying we're only doing this tonight?"
"I was..well, i was back then, but i think we should do this more often."

"Oi, Rin," I pause. "Say that you love me."

[NOTE]: hope you enjoyed this chapter, i know I don't write as often but i'll try to keep a schedule. Osasuna angst🤭🤭