didn't think we'd get along ~sakuatsu~

connection difference

[TW]: drugs use
[NOTE]: don't smoke kids.

He laid back on his chair, letting his hand rest on the table, he gazed at his partner's eyes, deeply, most likely trying to intimidate him into getting him do what he wanted. He inhaled once more and let the smoke out, half-smiling,

"I'm not going to try, don't even bother asking, Rin." The twin crosses his arms and roses from the chair to open the door, stopping in front of the door to warn his partner. "You better open that window and stop." Suna rolls his eyes and hides it in his pocket, waiting for the guests to come in, he obviously did not wanted to see them at the moment but what could he say?

Atsumu walks cheerfully in the house with a big smile on his face, followed by Sakusa. The black haired boy was wearing a a green turtle neck, he had high-waisted over-sized greyish purple jeans, his hair was tied up in a ponytail at the back of his head, he didn't look quite excited but he didn't see them for a while.

His partner meanwhile was wearing a red velvet sweater underneath a black coat and dark coloured trousers. His hair was laid back, light blonde and he had black short nails.

Suna looked at them, eyes half closed as they walked through the front door, Osamu looked at him roughly, it was his way of telling him to come and greet them, although, Atsumu noticed Suna before he got to get up the chair. Osamu walked into the living room, following his brother meanwhile Sakusa quietly went to wash his hands.

"Long time no see!!" He held Suna's hands, he was cold and pale only his cheeks were red, the eye bags under his eyes were clearly visible and his posture was execrable.
"That's right, Second Miya." He teases and winks at Atsumu.
"Oh..there's something between you two?" He questions, his eyes were wide and his caramel brown eyes were shining in the light passing through the window's curtains.

At that time, Sakusa was already sitting with them, probably they haven't noticed he came back yet since they were busy talking talking about Osamu and Suna's relationship status, the conversation gave him memories, not exactly good memories though:

"I want you to get him out of here." He says in a slightly irritated tone. "You see...I want to do the dirty today, and I can't just have a drunk rat around while i'm f""king Suna!" The anger in his tone was visible.

Even now he remembers how disgusted he was when that conversation has taken place, but he expected Atsumu to know too, maybe he told him and he had forgotten.

Osamu opened his mouth to say something but Suna was ahead of him.
"Nah, we are buddies though." The words felt like an arrow through his chest, but he couldn't bring himself to admit that. He didn't understand why he was hiding it, or perhaps he may be toying with him, Suna's high most of the time, sometimes he couldn't tell if his words were true or not.

Are you? That's what Sakusa wanted to ask, but he kept his mouth shut, they knew better after all. He gazed at Atsumu, tucking his hair behind his ear softly, smiling at his lover.

"You two look lovely." Suna remarks while looking at them, Atsumu giggled at the compliment while Sakusa just nodded. Osamu was slightly envious on their relationship, he wanted a connection like that, he wished one, although he was in a relationship, he didn't feel loved at all.

Suna was more spontaneous and talkative than how he usually was, he kept asking questions, kept complimenting them, something was off, that's what Osamu thought at the moment, pushing his dark hair back, similar to his brother's. He just had a bad feeling about this, maybe he was just overreacting, he knew once they'll leave him and Suna would just probably go for another round, it felt so cold everytime, exciting but cold, was it even love sex after all?

His frustration was growing as he heard them talking, he couldn't help but envy them and how happy they were, he was indeed relieved his brother found someone but it pissed him off at the same time.

"I'll be back." He stands up, they turn their faces at him. "Do you want something from the shop?" Her questioned and got a bag.

"A monster will do." Suna added. He rolled his eyes at his comment.
"That would be your third one today." He remarked. "I'm not getting you anything."
"Just get it already." He hissed.
"Fine." As he ended the conversation with Suna, Sakusa told him he'd like some sparkling water, then he left the house and went to the shop, it was more than obvious he wasn't going to get him anything, he already had a weak immune system.

He walked quickly down the road, he was pissed off and had a furious face, his emotions were getting ahead of him and he wanted to hit something so badly. Despite his brother, he expressed negative emotions through anger, if he keeps going like this, he might start smoking too, and he must keep Suna alive too.

He never put so much pressure on himself.