didn't think we'd get along ~sakuatsu~

Decisions

[TW]: smut, swearing
Sakusa's POV

[AUTHOR NOTE]: I'll go to hell y'all i'm sorry for writing this and the fact that I wrote this during my english lesson-

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"Are you going to kiss me or do I have to make you scream my name for you to do so?"

That sentence is heating me up, I can feel my body getting hotter and hotter, oh god, if this will continue i'll actually get h0rny and I usually ignore thst sensation whenever I have it but now it's not like I can ignore it, maybe when we'll come to do it, I'll let him top the first time then i'll top.

He stares in my pure black eyes playing in my curly hair then pulling me into a kiss, he holds my waist not allowing me to pull away, I eventually kiss him back, he wasn't such a bad kisser. I enjoyed the pleasing sensation of kissing since I barely kissed in all my life.,

I could feel him pulling me closer to his body, he doesn't let go, our lips are touching, i never felt so relaxed before. I suddently got pinned to the bathroom wall, I tried to push awau for a breath but he didn't let me, he had his hand on my neck and the other was making its way to underneath my shirt. He was touching me gently, but he didn't look like he was going to stop kissing me, i feel like we were already making out, then he suddenly tried to use tongue but i broke the kiss, i was not used to this kind of stuff.

As I stopped he looked at me,I knew where this was going, but did I like this? Not even I knew, my body wanted it, it craved it, but what about how I felt about losing my innocence, it  was obvious if that we got that far, he was going to pin me down, at least this time, I'll be the bottom. Ugh, I dislike the idea of the rat topping me, that would make me look vulnerable compared to him, i have to take initiative.

He was just about to pull me back into a kiss when i bit his shoulder, Atsumu was slightly surprised, but he pulled me closer and laid his arms around me, anyways, even if I'm trying to be more dominating, that doesn't keep him from spanking my thigh, that stopped me from bitting and made me let out a pretty loud gasp.

Oh god, that was so embarrassing, I hate being a sub, being a bottom too.

He grabs my thigh and put it around his waist, then he softly whispers in my ear: "Why won't you admit you want more, huh? Why won't you admit you like it?" Ugh. I hate him. How could I admit something like this?

"Admit it." He smacks me again but harder, agh, that hurt, i think I'll have bruises after this, will he just keep spanking me untill i'll admit it? That's so messed up.

"Fine, i like it." I hate him so much, is he really the guy I began to fall in love with? My mind is just as messed up as his.

"And? Should I continue?" He smirks at me and grabs my chin. I want to wait a bit before we properly do it, so I can't help but refuse him. I want to develop a closer relationship with him before getting railed,i'd prefer that.

"No, don't bother to." I straight forward rejected him.

"Omii-kun you mood destroyer!" Of course he was pissed,i expected him to be anyways, as I know 'Tsumu, he was definitely up to do the freaky,but i'm not falling for his tricks that easily.

"Take a shower first!" I shout as I get out of the bathroom and make my way to the hand satinizer. Ugh it's already 8 am, I lost time with the rat and soon we have to get ready for practice.

"I'll take a shower if you take one with me!" Why is this man so damn horny.

"Hell no!!" I shout at him as I get the ingredients to cook breakfast from the fridge. Back to the American Breakfast, I say to myself as I read the recipe.

"Kyoomiiiii" He says a he hugs me from the back and lays his head on my shoulder,ugh, he really is annoying.

"What do you want now?" I question him with my usual cold toned voice.

"Your attention, of course." He answers my question without any hesitation, ugh, I already knew he wanted that, but what could I do? I was hungry and after that we had practice.

"Now?- Ugh, you are worse than a girl on her period."I sigh, he's so needy, so I give up, put his hand on his cheek and kiss it. He gets silent and blushes.

That's cute.

I finish making breakfast and we both eat, he kept on showering me with compliments, while I only answered him with "Wow, thank you." , after that, we got dressed and went outside, it was sunny but it was slightly cold, after all, it was autumn, I had my black jackals jacket on while 'Tsumu was wearing his normal practice outfit.

We arrive at the court and Shugo-san immediately gave me a strange look, it didn't took me long to notice either, did I have something on my teeth?

"Is there something wrong Shugo-san?" I look at him, i was quite confused at the moment, then Atsumu also came in and laid his arm around me.

"Hey there Shugo-san!" He joyfully answers. Then our captain looked at us with a weird face, like he just realized something.

"So did you two-..?" He tried avoiding the actual question but I got what it was all about. Atsumu also understood, he laughed awkwardly and realised why Shugo-san was staring at me.

"No, we didn't."I reply to Shugo-san's question pretty confidently. What was this all about?

"But..your neck." Oh god, I just remembered. This dork, he knew it would be hard to hide it and all though he did it.

"Ohoho..does that mean-" Bokuto-san adds. Tsk. The annoying owl joined the conversation too.

Great. We got exposed.