didn't think we'd get along ~sakuatsu~

This Idiot.

Sakusa's POV
2 PM

It was thursday now, two weeks have passed since I told Atsumu about what happened with my sister in the past, after all, I couldn't keep it to myself all my life, I needed to tell someone eventually.

And I felt that Atsumu was the right person.

I mean, I myself jumped into his arms, now that I think if it, It really was something humillating to do, even though the dork appeared to enjoy every part of that embrace.

But no.

I can't like a boy, the bible says so, I can't possibly fall in love with him, it's not right...Isn't it?

However, we grew closer through this two weeks, the team noticed it too, captain seemed to be really happy i'm not something he calls a "fully antisocial" How pathetic.

Coming back to what I was saying, i and Atsumu grew closer and closer as the days passed by. He snuggled next to me while I was watching my shoujo anime and refused to go away, he was actually kinda cute and enthusiastic, but I can't like him, can I?

I have a very different and distant way of showing emotion anyways, reason why i'm 22 and still single.

Well it's not like I had a girlfrend before, if I told that to Mr. Womanizer he'd laugh in my face, obviously, all the girls are after him, he'll fall in love with some fangirl after more or less time.

It was impossible for someone who looks like him not to, after all, the rat was somehow attractive..

And here i'm sitting on the bed with the laptop in my hands watching some shoujo anime.

While he's at his brother's, obviously.

He said something like "It was quite a while since I visited that fucker". He actually invited me, I declined.

I don't want his brother to think of us as a couple.

I was trying to tell and stop myself from catching feelings for him, it's not right.

I need to tell myself that whenever my mind goes all "Atsumu Atsumu.."

Oh god, I hate caring about someone, it's way too much stress for me.

The room was quiet, something I normally enjoy, but now I despise it,I hate it. I enjoy his stupid teasing and how he craves attention everytime i'm being distant or cold.

And now i'm thinking about the Pisshead again, I guess I really don't have a "stop" button, can't I just focus on the show?

I was just paitently looking at the laptop while watching, my eyes suddently began closing, even if I tried my hardest to keep them open, they were just closing slowly, sign that I was sleepy, it at least was a great opportunity to make time pass quicker.

Eventually, I fell asleep.

Atsumu's POV

"Fucking idiot, stop with the alcohol!!"

I absolutly ignore him and shove another glass down my throat. I could drink a whole bottle since I have high alcohol tolerance. I just loved the feeling of the red wine going down my throat.

"Oi, idiot..my Rintarou is coming over and I don't want him to see a drunk rat in my house!!!" He says as he eats an onigiri, of course I don't listen, I'm not wasting any alcohol, I have a life and I need to live it!!

After few more glasses, I actually get dizzy, so I may or may not got drunk, it's not my fault he had wine at his house.

Probably as an attempt to distract me from the alcohol, he started asking me questions. Like I could answer properly in this state.