didn't think we'd get along ~sakuatsu~

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"You still didn't tell me when you started smoking."
"Well, that's a pretty long story, you'd be surprised to find out who took part in it."

Third Person POV

The air was thin, he could've swore he won't drink again, it made him dizzy, the world was spinning with him and he saw all shades of pink and blue, did he smoke something too? he didn't remember what he did five minutes ago, he just had to get back home before Atsumu would obverve.

Suna on the other hand was the life of the party everytime he drank or smoked something, he yelled, danced, swore and sang, he could've bet Osamu had no clue about this.

After he found a place to sit down, he closed his eyes, letting his eyes rest, his taxi was to come in ten minutes, ten minutes and he'll get out of there.

"Oi" He calls, he had no shirt on just a dark purple hoodie that was unbuttoned, he had a black skirt too, Sakusa would've never told his brother but he looked sick most of the time.
"What now?" He mumbles in the cold, it was autumn after all, he couldn't understand how he could be dressed that poorly.
"Have a smoke, you are too boring for this party." Sakusa roze up from the chair as soon as he heard the sentence, hell no, he wasn't going to do drugs.
"I'm not letting you drug me, as If I wasn't already dizzy enough." He wanted to go away, go anywhere but don't spend time with that sick idiot.
"These are normal ones, no drugs in it." He turned his head and looked at him, he'd probably leave him alone if he's going to try so he could at least--

"How stupid are you?" Atsumu questions, it was already bad enough he let himself get influenced by Suna, he didn't want him to take this path, neither he liked Suna's influence..he didn't like it on him as he didn't like it on his brother.

"I was light-headed from the alcohol!" He tried to find an excuse and pouted but this wasn't a valid excuse, nothing was.

"Promise me you'll quit." Their eyes meet, looking deeply at each other, he truly wanted Atsumu by his size, so he didn't dare to risk losing him. "And look in my eyes while doing so."

"I promise you i'll quit." He tells his lover, he smiles in relive although he was still mad at him because of the smoking incident but he couldn't help but be relieved when he told him he'll stop.
But did Osamu know what his fiancee was doing at?

***

"I told you to take it easier with the dru%s." Osamu hisses while cooking dinner, of course he was the one to do all the chores, that's what he thought, but he at least wanted Suna to do something healthier than..this.

"Why should I?" Osamu rolled his eyes in annoyence, he was pale his eye bags were getting worse and he felt like he was a walking corpse.
"It's bad for your health, i already told you," He pauses to choose his words. "at least take a break?" He was already begging him to stop by now.

Suna gazed at him for few seconds, he would've saidhe's high but he smoked so much they didn't even have an effect on him anymore. "Two days." Suna replied, almost mumbling, Osamu shifted his head in his way.
"From energy drinks too." He added.
"You are crossing the line!"
"So what if i am?" Osamu slightly smashed his face on the table, making a loud sound, Suna got goosebumps and roze up from his chair, walking to the living room.

"What a lovely marriage i'll have." He smiled ironically to himself, he didn't even know like he was serious when he agreed to marry him, he's cold, well, he always was but..

It kinda hurts to watch someone get tired of you.

Lunch was ready, Osamu bought it to the living room, sitting next to his lover. Suna was on his phone,he barely noticed his pressence in the room. He cooked onigiri, he was good at it too.

Their eyes met but he quickly broke eye contact, Osamu looked back at his food. Suna got one and took a bite, with his phone in the other hand. Osamu gripped his device out of his pale fingers to Suna's surprise.
He turned his head in his way, Osamu swallowed and said: "No phone while eating."

Suna clenched his chin but didn't say a word and obeyed. His lover watched him carefully, he barely ate, he swallowed hard too. He got a glimpse of his body while he was distracted, he was skinny, you could see his turqoise and violet veins down his arm and wrist, he was indeed handsome but..he was a mess.

"So," Samu laid his arm around him as a sign of comfort and cleared his throat. "Would you like to spend some time together tonight?" He was bold enough to question him although his ego was big.

"So you want to have sex?" He replied, of course he only thought about sex, but he didn't even bother to whin about that.
"No, i want to spend some time with you, it's been a while since we watched a movie together or played board games like we used to." He remarked.
Suna raised an eyebrow, from his face he couldn't tell what his answer would be, but he expected a yes. He at least hoped it was a yes.

"Since I don't have anything better to do.." Suna sighed and made eye contact. Well, it was a rude way of agreeing but it wasn't a no so he could just enjoy the moment.
"That means you aren't getting high tonight, right?"
"Fine. Just one night though."

Just one night though. His words echoed in his head, if he could, he'd spend all the time he had with him and.. he was just a second choice to him, if he had anywhere better to go, he'd be there, not here with him.
"All right then."

[NOTE]: i told you i'll be writing a lot of osasuna lately, i hope you enjoy the angst <3.