Couple Thousand Miles Is Just A Little Space (K-391 × Ahrix)

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(Arjen's POV)

     Ken was usually on tour with Alan since most of his songs consist of him and Alan, so distant relationships were never a problem. You see, I'm not as "important" to Alan as Ken was to him, mostly because he's got more clout than me and is much more necessary, so I rarely tagged along. I never had an interest in guys but Ken was just one exception to me, always flirted with me through DMs, did everything for me, and just tried to get in my life as much as possible. I didn't know why he did or found an attraction in me, why couldn't he be interested in a model or something? I was one for his clever pick up lines and brutally honest manner so I fell for him deep. At first I pushed him away, then I gave into him and let him just toy with me. 

     Slowly, I became more. . . Protective over him, I wouldn't say I'm obsessed with him, but just the sight of him with someone else puts me off a bit. I could be normal and let him have other relationships with other people but my head tells me I must worry constantly. I text him every morning and he usually responds back a couple minutes or even seconds if he's awake. We'd talk for hours until he had to do a show or go to an interview. He says he couldn't wait to see my beautiful self again, I was always weary of that. Him calling me beautiful makes me feel like he's lying when I know he wouldn't, I guess I'm just self-conscious over my body and image, that's one reason I hide myself. I've been trying to improve myself but it feels every effort leads to the same results, the same person I wished to change. I hate to admit it but I've never been touched before either, never crossed my mind but ever since I'm dating Ken, it's all over my mind. If we do it, what do I tell him? I'm not experienced or just flat out say I'm a virgin? No! That's embarrassing! So I've kept it a secret for a long time to save me the humiliation.

     I poked my head out from the sheets of my bed, looking at the dimly lit room which was really cold, why I shouldn't step foot outside of my warm bed. My phone went off and I saw Ken texted me, this early? Then I realized it was 11AM. 

Ken: Right, Arjen: Left

U up?

Yea why?

Nothing just bored in the middle of the night :)

Sure…
You want something dont you?

maybe 
depends of you wanna do it 

what is it?

long story short 
im horny

when arent you

u got me there
but seriously i just came back from a show and i was so fucking horny

so?
wdyw?

ur probably gonna hate me after i say this
but fuck it
can u send nudes?

wat

know what that means?

yea but context pls

i really dont wanna jerk off to porn 
or at least not with you ;)

thx but i just barely got up

time?


11 in the morning

still doesnt beat your record of eight

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