I fell for his lies
Harder than I ever
Thought possible
His smile reeled me in
He made me see the good in life
But he chose her over me
Big shocker
He doesn't even care about me now
I could be dead for the past three months and he wouldn't know
Well the truth is
He's been dead to me for those three months
I haven't been sleeping
Not because I miss him
But because I'm trying to get his attention
The alcohol , drugs, and strange guys
They all lead to
Regret
Sorrow
And the next morning when I remember
I'll cut
And it's because of you
I'll think of you as the blade collides with my skin
And makes me feel numb
I'll feel no pain for you
Because you did this to me
I'm like a leaf caught in a wind storm
And it's all because of you
