That summer changed everything
I met you
We talked for hours
You made me believe
I told you how everyone left
And then you left me
Stuck in the black hole that is my mind
No escape
No one can hear me screaming
I'll never be the same
How can I live in a world
Without dreams and aspiration
Without you
I guess I'll have to
Why do I miss you
You cause so much
My depression was bad before I met you
You came along and made me think I had a purpose and maybe I did
But you're gone now
And all I do is question myself
Question our friendship
Was I just some toy that you could throw away
So here I am
I'm dying
And you decide to show up and say hi
Fuck that and fuck you too
You messed with my head
I'm dying and suddenly it's all ok
No it will never be
Take your perfect little girlfriend and get the fuck out of my life
I'm a time bomb ready to explode
And you my friend won't be around for that so
Goodbye
And good riddance
