Eggshells

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It feels like I'm walking on eggshells
Always scared of making the wrong step
Afraid of saying the wrong thing

It feels like I'm dead inside
Like maybe I've never been alive
Only an empty body, that captured a dying soul

There's blood pumping through my veins
I'd like to see it spread across the floor
Help me escape this cruel fate

The marks he left on my body disgust me
When he's around I feel weak, like I've lost control
He is the murderer of my body, I, the murderer of my mind

I'm fucked up from the words in my head
I can't stay here
Easy to say it won't last forever

If it's been like this my whole life, how will it change
Must be nice to have faith
I lost mine a long time ago

You may think I'll regret this
But you're wrong
This will be the best decision I've ever made

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