She Was Mine First

The End Of The Fucking World

❗️warning!!❗️ this chapter has substance and drug use! please don't read if you are sensitive to this topic. if you are and need someone to talk too pls message me privately, i'll do anything i can you help!
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Anna's POV

i had just text ag telling her i was asleep and i hope she was okay. she was about to party with her friends so i left her alone. but honestly all i wanted to do was talk to her.

i had been having terrible dreams. dreams where i wake up in the middle of the night with the sweats and my heart bursting out of my chest.

in all the dreams i'd been having ag was not okay. i keep having this dream where ag gets killed. she gets killed by someone in a black hoodie in every dream. i just can't tell who it is. in every dream she gets killed differently but by the same person.

it's not normal for me to have bad dreams like this. but it's been keeping me up. i missed feeling safe in her arms. i missed her touch, and her kisses. i was just in such a bad state. i don't want to put this all on her cause she's doing so well. and i can't put another burden on her after all she's been through this year.

ag's pov

i was feeling great. dancing the night away and living the life with my closest friends.

my friend dallas came over and brought so much more alcohol. but best of all she brought weed, acid, and lean. she was always the type to bring stuff like this and she would make so much money selling.

i personally have never done drugs but i'd always wanted to see what it feels like and how i'd react. i trusted my friends and i know they'd take good care of me if i decided to try it.

"hey ag! as a welcome to california gift anything you want is free! on us." dallas' girlfriend deanna told me nicely. "ah i'm good i'll hold off for now." i said still kinda skeptical about the whole drug thing.

"bitch what do you mean? it won't hurt you. we know what amounts are safe. you'll be fine." dallas said. "well idk can i guess i've kinda always wanted to try weed." i told her.

dallas smiles and grabs a small bag. "here, it's for you. know do you need help rolling or you got it?" i grabbed the small ziploc bag. i look at it wondering how would i even do it?

deanna laughs and grabs the bag away from me, "here i'll help you out. first timers gotta get a good roll." deanna takes me to the living room and we sit.

"uh want a drink or something?" i asked deanna. "yeah sure. i'll take a beer please." i get up and let her do her thing with the blunt. i go to the kitchen to grab a beer when i see pyper and avery making out. they both see me and pull away fast.

"oh uh hey. please don't tell soph." avery tells me while wiping her lips. "uh yeah, uh for sure i won't." i tell her. pyper gives me a smirk and says "want in on this ag?" i grab the beer and i hear avery say say "no she has a girlfriend." she looks at me and laughs. "no way! who?" pyper asks. "well it's not out to the public yet cause we like our relationship to be to ourselves but it's anna. anna shumate." i tell her. "no shit!! really?" "yeah" i say with a smirk. "wow! okay ag you got game! she's hot. i thought she was definitely straight. okay well i'm happy for you both." she says. i walk out the kitchen to go back to deanna.

"here ya go." i give her the beer. "thanks, and here you go." she says handing me the blunt. i picked it up and looked at it. i brought it to my nose to smell it and i could smell the smell of the weed just flowing through my nose. "so uh how do i do this?" i ask her still confused.

she grabs the blunt and lights one end of it. she puts it to her mouth and takes a draw. she takes it in and blows out the smoke. "so good. now your turn" deanna says while putting the blunt to my mouth. i take a deep breath before putting my lips to the blunt. i put it between my lips and draw the smoke. the feeling in my chest and throat was terrible. i automatically started coughing. deanna started to laugh then she said "it's okay, we all cough our first time. the taste was good dispute the pain in my chest. i grabbed the blunt from her hands and took my own hit. i drew a bit more than last time, this time not coughing. i held it in for a bit before letting the smoke out. it felt so good.

"that fucking amazing." i said. "yeah. give it a minute, you'll feel even better."

it didn't even take a second before i started to feel a rush of energy and relief. i felt like a new person. "let's go take some shots!!" i yelled at dallas and deanna. they come along and we take a few shots.

after the shots i felt amazing. i was cross faded like never before. i was drunk and high and all i could think about was how much more i wanted to party.

we go to dance with the others and everything was spinning and blinking. i couldn't remember where i was or anything happening.

avery's pov

i saw ag with deanna and dallas smoking weed. i wasn't going to control her and tell her not to do it but i did want her to be safe. i decided to stop drinking so i can be sober to make decisions for ag.

a few minutes later after ag took shots she was on the dance floor. she looked like she was having a good time but she was making no sense. i then see ag grab a girl by the waist and dance all on her. the girl was dancing and getting really close to ag. a little too close. i decided to walk up to ag. "hey can i talk to you." she looks at me and smiles. "avery baby!" she pulls me in and hugs me "have i ever told you i love you." ag tells me sliding her words. "i think you've had a little too much to drink." i say while laughing taking her up to her room. she didn't budge. she let me take her upstairs.

i set her on her bed and take off her shoes. "hey where are we?" she asks. "we are in your room. the party is over, everyone went home." i tell her. "oh okay. i'm tired." she tells me still smiling. i get her shoes off and she lays in bed. she quickly fell asleep. i was surprised.

i start to head downstairs to make sure all the other girls are okay when i see pyper getting punched. i run down and i try to pull away whoever it was. i pull the person away and say "what the fuck!!" i get a look at who it is and i notice it...

anna's pov

i couldn't sleep so i decided to call my best friend karina. karina and i have been best friend since the day we met in preschool.

she answers.
"hey girl. i can't sleep sorry if i called you late." i tell her. "no i was still awake. is everything okay?" she asked. "no, i keep having bad dreams and i miss ag and i can't atop crying." i say while crying. "i'm on my way." she says then hangs up.

10 minutes later i get a knock at my door. i open the door and see karina. i hug her so tight. karina was the only other person who made me feel safe other than ag.

karina and i go up to my room. we sit on the bed and she speaks. "so what's wrong with you? talk to me." "i miss her karina. i miss ag. i don't know what else to do but miss her. i'm not okay without her."

she holds me in her arms and allows me to cry and vent to her. "do you want me to stay with you tonight?" she asks me. i nod yes and we continue on with our night. she made me feel better.

averys pov

.... it was mahua. that fucking bitch. i punch her in her face so hard causing her to fall. i yell, "dallas and deanna get her the fuck out of here!" knowing dallas and deanna can handle her. i run to pyper hoping she's okay. "hey pyper, pyper." she was bleeding from her nose and had a big cut on her eyebrow.

"fuck her. yeah i'm fine." pyper says while getting up. "what the fuck happened?" i asked her. "that bitch mahua was looking for ag. i told her to stop fucking with her and get out. then she accessed me of still loving her and she started to say how she won't stop until anna is hers. so i punched her and she punched back." pyper tells me.

why would mahua go after ag just to get with anna? i was so confused. "that bitch is going to pay. she already fucked up ag's life once, she's not going to do it again." i say with so much anger.

the fight got everyone is a mod so people started to leave. the party slowly cleared till it was just us who were staying the weekend. "is ag okay? where is she?" asked ashley. "yeah she's upstairs. she's fine." i tell her.

"okay let's all go to bed. this night was fucked up" soph said while giving me a nasty look. "uh yeah let's all go to bed i say." and we all go to bed.

A/N: i hope you liked it, sorry it wasn't too much drama but enough drama for you to start understanding the plot of this story and where the story will go. pls comment what you want next! and vote!! 🤍