I'm feeling so distant.
In a distance I see things.
I see monsters and shadows and creatures lurk in my dreams.
Those dreams are nightmares and I dream them with open eyes.
Eyes to see a world just in grays and blacks.
I forgot where I put that white, I banned all the color out of my life.
My only color, I had, the light of my existence.. I figured it's
better to keep her at distance.
Soon I'll be the light, not my own but for some.
As I will follow my path to the stars and
become a part of the sky.
A sky we are all looking at just from different angles.
And even though it's getting cloudy, the sky's still there.
And so am I.
I won't leave, I just keep my distance.
Oh my light, my love, I won't miss you. I'll guide you, just as you did when I lost my capability to shine.
It's the time now to rise up, to set those clouds on fire.
Oh my light, my love, I'll still hold you.
I'll hold you tight, I'll keep you warm.
And when the winter comes I'll watch over you like a blanket covering you up to sleep.
I'm not feeling myself.
Like my soul faded away.
I don't feel anymore.
So, my love, I can't say those three words like I'm meant to.
I have nothing to offer except my endlessly presence above.
Above rising, guiding, protecting.
You were my light but the stars now guiding me.
Helping me find my way back home.
A home I was searching my whole life, watching time pass by.
Way too fast.
Way too fast.
I'm catching up now.
I'm not bound to that time anymore, setting myself free.
Free from al those chains holding me on the ground while I was meant to fly.
Oh, my light, my love.. I guess I'm loosing my words.
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Written by the Wind
PoetryIf things get too terrible to speak them out loud, that's when I start writing.. A compliation of my german and english poems. //Eine Zusammenstellung meiner deutschen und englischen Gedichte. Don't read it if you're easily triggered. These poems am...