Nirvana and Coffee (Gerard Way x Reader)

Oh no pt.19

HeeEeeeEeEEEEyyy there G4y_Turtle

They wrote this for me so enjoy
P.S. if u cry it's not my fault cuz I sure as hell know I did XD

"I love you." I stated, holding onto her tightly. It was really early in the morning and I couldn't sleep at all last night, so...
"I love you more." She responded, which made me turn red, since I didn't think she was actually awake.
"Is that a challenge?"
"You bet it is."
It was silent for a bit more, which made me think she fell asleep again, but soon after she had started moving around, making my grip on her loosen. "What are you doing?" I asked, giving her an odd look, which made her freeze in place, getting comfortable in my arms again.
"I thought you fell asleep. My bad.." She let out an airy chuckle, my smile only widening.
"I was hungry anyways." I helped her up and started walking into the kitchen. "How does cereal sound? I can't fukkin cook." I called out, pulling out some fruity pebbles.
"Fine with me!" She hopped onto the counter, grinning widely.
"You seem like you're in a good mood." I sent a quick smile before focusing back on the cereal. Don't ask me how, but I sometimes manage to mess up on making cereal too.
"Well that's because you're here." She winked. "But really I was planning on going shopping today." She laughed again.
"Well have fun, I have to go to a rehearsal thingamajig-"
"Don't worry, I'll be fine." She reassured me and I kissed her cheek, pushing the bowl over to her and made my way to sit next to her, both of us using the chairs as our foot rests.
As soon as breakfast was over we parted ways and I made my way to the rehearsal.
-Small time skip just because-
I walked out of the studio and hurried down the street and to the mall. It had ended just in time and I was too excited to wait for Y/N to get back so I went to go find her. I know she isn't at the apartment or her place because I had called her and she was talking about how much fun she was having at the mall and all that jaZz.
The first place I went to in the mall was the food court. When I didn't see her there, I went to Hot Topic. She didn't seem to be anywhere so I started asking around. I was directed to another clothing area, but I still couldn't find her at all.
"Y/N?" I called out, starting to roam the hallways. There were so many people and I was starting to feel a little anxious. Around thirty minutes later is when I had started to give up, believing she had already left.
I walked out the front, only to hear some muttering coming from around the back of the mall.
"Shhh-" Someone had stated and I started to get more curious.
"Wh-" Then I heard shuffling and as soon as I rounded the corner, there Y/N was, pressed up against the wall of the mall, making out with-
The same guy from the restaurant.
Her eyes opened and she made eye contact with me, but I was done with this. I didn't want to deal with her right now. I didn't want to deal with him right now.
I turned away and walked back to my car, getting in and driving off. I was too shocked, I couldn't really feel anything, which scared me.
My phone started ringing and I looked to see it was Y/N, but I declined it and moved into her contact information, my finger hovering over the block button. Though, I never actually clicked it. I wanted her to message me. I wanted to know she still cared about the relationship we had. Even if it was fake.
I drove to Frank's place and parked the car in the apartment complex's parking lot. I got out and walked up to his floor, knocking on his door.
"Frank?" I leaned against the wall next to his room, zoning out slightly. I wasn't paying attention when Frank opened the door. As soon as I was brought back to reality, it seemed like all the emotions I missed out on came to me all at once and I couldn't help the tears that fell from my eyes.
I wasn't good enough. And Y/N did end up leaving me. I was just her side piece and plaything.
"Woah, man! Are you okay??" Frank took hold of my arm and pulled me into his room.
I didn't say anything, only buried my face in my hands. Jesus, I really did fail.
I should have gone to Rehab when Y/N had told me to.
Just so she could cheat on you more?
No, because then I wouldn't have to experience this pain as soon as this. God, I would kill for some Xanax...
-Earlier, Y/N's POV-
I was only walking out of the store, putting my phone back in my pocket after talking to Gerard. This man popped out of nowhere and put a hand around my mouth.
"Come with me." He grinned and injected something into my arm, causing me to get slightly dizzy and I found myself wobbling after him. He was the only support I had.
It took a long while to get me to the front of the building thanks to my slow walking and the occasional struggle I would give against me. He was holding my arm so tight and it hurt.
As soon as he got outside he shushed me when I tried to speak and pushed me up against the wall, making me mad.
And before I knew it, Gerard was right there, staring at us as he had kissed me.
-End of Chapter-