Sign of the times H.S.

7

Ruby Abby Lillis

I was sending Louis messages that I got his number. He hasn't answered for an hour. I hope hes good. Maybe I should call him. I just waited for some few more minutes and finally saw a notification from him. He told me that he is with harry and that's why he didn't answer. I didn't really think they wouldn't have their phone near them when they hang. I shouldn't be concerned probably. He would've had told me.

It's getting actually really late. Going for a walk is a good idea. Fresh air is what I could need right now. I started to get out my headphones and started listening to zayn's mind of mine album and started running near my house. I started to see a familiar figure standing not far away from me. As I'm starting to get closer I that its kate. She's probably jogging too. Maybe she could go in for a talk so that we can work things out. I hate fighting and this is just a stupid thing so she will except it.
"Hay Ruby. Haven't seen you in school today. Could you explain what was happening at the party? Was it because I talked to harry? If yes i know i should've told you and mel but i forgot. Can you forgive me?" Kate looked so sorry and I know when she really means it. But I'm the one that should apologize. I kinda feel bad now. "I accept your apology don't worry. I actually wanted to apologize aswell."

"You dont have to. I know how you are. You can be weird sometimes. I guess that's one of many reasons to like you"

I smiled at her and she smiled back. We decided to go to my place after we jogged together and I told her about my new friend aka louis. She was being really nice. She is not really the person to be all soft. She's more of a sassy person and likes to be more of a "bruh girl". Its really beautiful to see this side of her. We talked a lot about what I think about that she and harry are best friends now and that I should talk to him. I mean he actually was being nice to me I should probably apologize and start over. We could do the project for history together as an apology. I hope this works and he won't see me as a meanie. The night went really fast and my mom came home late as usual but she got to say goodbye to Kate.

Later me and my mom ate for dinner. My brother didn't want to eat so we decided to eat alone. It's nice to have to spend some time with my mom. It's one of the only things I still have left. She really cares about me and would take time off for me. She is really working so hard for us. After my father went to heaven she started to do more shifts to keep getting the same money we used to. I think she is a bit too into work and she should take some free time and cuddle with us just to hold us close. Family is really important you wont notice until they go and you can never see them again. Let's just hope for the best and look forward. I always try not to focus on my dad's death and who could've killed him but he keeps coming up in my mind. I just have a feeling he's watching me daily and takes care of me in heaven. Missing him is the hardest. I probably should go to sleep now. Going into my room I felt that I was really tired and sleept straight away.

*Authors note
Oh gooood I'm so sorry for jot updating. School started and I wasn't able to write I hope yall understand<33 and please dotn notice how often I say should and probably 😭