You give love a bad name//Peter Pan x reader (Ouat)

Chapter 20

Feelings exploded inside y/n like a volcano. She watched Samael as he stared at her, with a smirk.

"Nice to see you again Princess" said Samael "Who is he?" asked Baelfire, but y/n ignored him.

"Didn't I kill you?" asked y/n, trying to avoid her feelings.

"y/n, I can explain" said a voice behind her. y/n turned around, Peter had arrived. "I don't understand. Why is he here?" she said gritted her teeth.

The darkest thought hit her like a waterfall. She finally understood now why the most loyal lost boy would rape her, or even hurt her... because he was told to do so. Peter wouldn't kill a lost boy for obeying him.

"I never killed him, did I?" y/n asked him.

Peter inhaled a sharp breath. "No, you didn't" he said "then who did I kill?" said y/n "I had his heart in my HAND!" she pointed at him "I WATCHED HIM DIE!" shouted y/n.

"You killed someone else, who it is is not important" said Peter.

y/n started to cry "he raped me." she cried "DID YOU HAVE SOMETHING TO DO WITH THAT?" asked y/n.

Peter didn't answer.

"TELL ME!" asked y/n.

"I ordered him to rape you, so that I could save you and you'd fell in love with me again" Peter said.

y/n didn't know what to say. All she did was to slap him across the face and then stared at him in disbelief. "I forgave you after that! I kept thinking, huh, maybe Peter wasn't such a demon after all, maybe he's trustworthy, maybe he actually cares about me after all!" said y/n.

"y/n, I WAS DESPERATE. I NEEDED YOU BACK INTO MY LIFE" said Peter "that's not everything he has done to manipulate you." Baelfire spoke up.

y/n had almost forgotten that Baelfire was here.

"What do you mean?" asked y/n. "Tell her" he ordered Pan, who just grunted, but the look on y/n's face made him do it.

"I gave Baelfire permission to leave," he said and y/n gasped in disbelief. "You made sure I found a way to leave her, here" shouted Baelfire. All I did was to let you leave. I had nothing to do with your escape" Peter said.

"Why did you do that?" asked y/n, her lip shaking. "To be with you," Pan said softly. y/n's eyes widened in heartbreak, staring into his, his dominant figure looming over you.

"Peter..." She cried. She knew Peter lashes out, and he's been working to fix it, he's always shown how much he truly cares about you, and he wouldn't hurt her, until right now.

His entire body limbs, going from completely stiff to worried about her, giving y/n a caring look, as if regretting everything.

"(Y/N)..." He immediately embraces her in a tight hug, "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to." She pushed him away.

"I CANNOT BELIEVE THAT OUR ENTIRE RELATIONSHIP HAS JUST BEEN A HUGE MANIPULATION! I THOUGHT THAT I WAS THE ONE PERSON YOU ACTUALLY CARED ABOUT!" she yelled at him.

Peter's eyes widened in anger. "I DO CARE ABOUT YOU." he growled "I might've lied a lot, but I NEVER lied about what I feel about you!".

y/n stood back, letting her tears fall.

"Please, (Y/N). Please forgive me. I love you so much." His voice shakes. He's always been sincere about his apologies, to y/n, at least. That's something y/n could always appreciate in him, and one of the reasons she loves him so much.

But, how does she know if it's not just another manipulation? Another lie?

Peter fell into his knees, grabbed her hand. y/n tried to pull away. "I'm an idiot. I was idioatic, but I was also desperate in love. I needed you in my life y/n, P-lease don-t leave me" He cried.