Feelings or whatever... (Bakugo x reader)

S2~chapter 21~"Realization"

Y/N'S POV

I walked into class quietly and took my seat, Mina smiled and walked over to my desk.

"Morning, you're here later than usual" she said and leaned on my desk.

"I overslept."

"Are you okay? You seem less cheerful than usual" she frowned, and went to put her hand on mine but I swiped my hand off of the desk.

"I'm fine" I quickly said and looked away.

I felt her get up from my desk and walk away, I felt a little guilty for dismissing her but I really wanted to be alone. I was also uncomfortable feeling Katsuki stare at me. It felt like the whole world was closing in on me when I did nothing wrong..

"These are the number of internships you were all offered after the results of the sports festival" aizawa lazily said and pointed to the screen.

19 offers, I could live with 19 offers. I sighed waiting for mr.Aizawa to pass out the sheets with the names of the heroes that requested us for our internships, when I finally got mine I quickly scanned it looking over the names. I noticed one that stood out more than the rest, best jeanist the number 4 hero.

Wow he wants me to intern with him? I guess I've already made my decision then. A part of me wondered who Katsuki would be interning with, but I quickly dismissed those thoughts. I don't need to think about anyone else right now, I need to focus on myself. And myself says I'm taking the offer at best jeanist's agency.

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BAKUGO'S POV

She's been ignoring me all fucking day. But can I even blame her, I was so pissed yesterday and I took it out on her. I was wrong. I know I was wrong but how the hell do I apologize to her, I'm sorry for almost breaking your arm because I'm an angry dumbass!

"Bakugo??"

"WHAT!" I yelled suddenly, I forgot I was even at lunch.

"Woah are you okay? You seem more..angry than usual" Raccoon eyes frowned.

"Leave me the hell alone"

"Is it because y/n's ignoring y-" dunce face started and I glared at him as shitty hair clamped his hand over the idiots mouth.

"Why don't you just go talk to her? I hate to see you two upset" raccoon eyes tried to put her hand on my shoulder but I shrugged her away.

"You don't understand how bad I fucked up" I growled.

"What did you do to her dude?" Soy sauce groaned.

"I just. I was really pissed yesterday and I grabbed her arm and I said some shit I didn't mean and-"

"you GRABBED her?" They all yelled in sync.

"IT WAS A MISTAKE"

"That's not a mistake! That's just being a dick" Dunce face stood up from the table, and I got up glaring at him.

"Sit down before I blow you up dunce face" I hissed.

"No. I knew this would happen, god knows why she even picked a guy like you but you don't deserve her you've made that very clear"

"AND YOU DO?"

"GUYS!" Raccoon eyes yelled grabbing our attention before I was able to reach over and grab him.

"This! This is the exact reason why y/n isn't here with us right now. I don't know how I didn't realize this sooner, but we've never once considered her feelings. Kirishima, Kaminari, and sero were too busy fighting over her like some prize, me and the other girls took advantage of her kindness, and Bakugo took his anger out on her. He wasn't the only one who messed up, we all did, so stop fighting about it. She deserves an apology from all of us"

I sat back in my seat letting the words penetrate. I'm such an ass, I really don't deserve her.

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Y/N'S POV

"Y/N!" I heard someone tell and turned around as I was walking out of the school gate.

Katsuki. Play it cool.

"Did you need something Bakugo?" I deadpanned and he stopped in front of me.

"Listen I just wanted to-"

"Y/n" deku walked up to me and katsuki smiling.

I almsot forgot I asked izuku if we could walk together.

"Bakugo, I'm gonna walk with izuku so maybe you can tell me another time" I said and grabbed izuku's wrist pulling him along behind me. Once we far away enough I let go of him and sighed.

"Are you an kaachan okay?"

"Yeah everything's fine, I actually wanted to talk about something"

"Go ahead" he hesitated.

"I've been opening my eyes for the past few days and thinking about the way others have been treating me. And I realized that most of it was wrong, and one stood out to me the most out of all the others. It was when you kissed me at the sleepover, I didn't realize it but that kiss wasn't something I wanted or asked for. And I think it was wrong of you to steal my first kiss from me"

There was silence and but I kept me eyes on izuku as we walked, he held his head low like a puppy. Maybe I was too mean? No. I have to stand up for myself.

"I'm really sorry, I don't know what I was thinking, I shouldn't have done it without your consent. I understand if you don't want to be friends anymore, what did I was unforgivable-"

"I forgive you, but from now on I want ask me before just acting without permission. I don't want to be taken advantage anymore" I clenched my fists.

"I will!"

One down, a lot more to go..