Shoyo woke up from a nightmare. He tensed significantly, and his eyes widened when he saw Noya and Yamaguchi.
The events of yesterday came flooding back, and so did the panic. He couldn't believe that he actually told them all of that.
Shoyo's head was full of the same repeating words his father always told him- thoughts of unworthiness, of uselessness, of stupidity. Shoyo fully believes all of these things.
He began muttering as be make his way upstairs to the room he'd been staying it. Without realizing it, he'd been scratching at the bottoms of his hands, where his wrist meets his palm.
He scratched and scraped even when there was a pool of red covering both of his hands. He couldn't make himself stop.
Shoyo muttered more, saying things like, "worthless... helpless.... stupid.... fat... incompetent..... waste of space.... stupid..."
He began rocking back and forth, not realizing the tears streaming down his face. He began to feel the stinging in his wrists, but that was a feeling other than emptiness, so he craved it.
Shoyo was like this for a while, he wasn't sure how long. He didn't notice when Yams came upstairs looking for him. He didn't process when Yams started crying and ran back down for Noya. He barely remembers Noya forcing his hands apart.
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Sunshine || HinaTsukiYama || DISCONTINUED
FanfikceHinata Shoyo is depressed. Nishinoya Yuu and Yamaguchi Tadashi are the only ones who know. Let this be a major trigger warning, since the whole story is about depression, abuse, su*cide and r*pe. This is a fanfiction, and I don't own Haikyuu!! My...
