I h̸a̸t̸e̸ love you
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•your pov•
It was time to go to training. I started putting on my uniform and my straps, when I was done, I walked out of the dorm to the field. I grabbed my 3DMG and lined up at the edge of the forest. Today, we were practicing on our 3DMG. I was average at the maneuvering but my blade work was flawless. That's the only reason I tied first with Mikasa.
A flare was shot and we took off. I went straight towards the tops of the trees, that way I have a a bigger range of sight. I saw a fake titan to my right and went over toward it, but Jean got there first.
"Thanks for letting me follow you!" He said as he sped off. I growled softly, going after him, messily shooting my anchors at the trees. Once I was behind him I kicked his back when he shot his anchor and he fell a ways before he shot his anchor again and barely saved himself a broken leg. When he started yelling at me, I ignored him and kept going, slicing fake titans napes along the way. I got to the end of the forest and landed almost perfectly. I said almost. I tripped and fell backwards. I heard that sickening laugh that had embedded a seed of hatred in me that was growing rapidly.
"I see you still can't get better on your gear. How did you get first place?" Jean said, laughing once again. I swept my feet around, knocking his feet out from under him. He fell and hit his head, knocking him out. I sighed heavily and got up, knowing I'll have to carry him to the infirmary.
'I might have overdone it...'
I wrapped my arm under his and put it over my shoulder. Let me just say first hand, horses weigh a ton. I dragged him to the infirmary and nearly fell trying to put him on the bed, but that option was better. Instead of falling, Jean brought me down on the bed with him. His arm was around my shoulder tightly and his legs were holding mine in place. Eren walked in and he stared at us for a second.
"Help.Me.Now. This dude weighs a shit ton. " I didn't want to be stuck like this.
"Naaaaahhhh." he slowly backed out of the room.
"EREN FUCKING JAEGER GET YOUR ASS BACK HERE AND FUCKING HELP ME GODDAMMIT!" I threw a bowl that had water in it at Eren and it hit him in the head, plus it got him wet.
"Okay okay." He walked back over and tried to pull his arm off of me but Jean gripped me tighter. Eren sighed and tried again but pulled so hard he fell back and hit his head on a wall, knocking himself out. I mentally faced palmed at the stupidity of the male population here. I tried to move again but this time Jean buried his head in between my big/medium/non-existent boobs. I blushed a deep red and just gave up and relaxed.
Jean stayed asleep for 2 hours. I was held by him for 2 fucking hours. I'm not going to lie, I sorta, kinda, really liked it, but I'm not telling anyone that information. When he finally started to wake up, he loosened his grip on me. I took the chance to push him off the bed. I jumped over him and almost tumbled out of the door, leaving Eren to explain what happened when he woke up. Jean just stared at the door confused.
•Jean's pov•
First, she knocked me out, now she pushed me off the bed. Bitch... Why was she on it? Ew ew ew ew I hope what I think what happened didn't happen. Wait.. I have my clothes on. Okay, good. I remember her kicking my legs out from under me and I hit my head. Then, I felt like I was being laid down. I grabbed (y/n) and pulled her down with me. Yeah, I may or may not have been awake at the time, the whole time after about 15 minutes.
"Why was (y/n) in the bed with you? She asked me to help her get away from you but everytime we tried you tightened your grip on her." He said standing up and rubbing his head. I just sighed and looked out the window; it was dark. I hope we didn't miss dinner.
•timeskip•
I was sitting at a table with Marco, Connie, and Sasha. (Y/n) sat alone like always. I need to stop saying mean things to her, but I can't straight out say 'I love you', I would be rejected. She hates me enough already. I finished my food so I got up and left. I continued to walk down the until I hit someone. They had (h/l), (h/c) hair and (e/c) eyes.
"Watch where you're fucking going." I got up using the wall.
"Sorry. Are you hurt or something?" She said with some form of concern in her voice.
"No. Why do you care?" I said harshly.
"I was just asking..." She looked down at the floor.
"Well don't be so clumsy, it adds to all your bad qualities."
She punched me in the stomach causing me to stumble back a bit.
"I hate you." She walked past me toward her dorm.
'Looks like I just made it worse. I'm never going to get her to like me.' Jean thought before walking after you.
•timeskip•
•your pov•
I continued to walk to my dorm. That little seed of hatred was almost a full grown tree now.
"(Y/n)!" I heard that voice again. I kept towards my dorm, but he grabbed my wrist. I didn't look back at him, instead I looked at floor-chan.
"(Y/n), I'm sorry. "
"If you were you wouldn't have said those things. " I tried to get my wrist out of his grip.
"No, I'm truly sorry. I like you, I'm just not good with expressing things like that. You're not clumsy, you're better on your gear than I am, and I love you." That was something I thought I'd never hear. I mumbled something back, but he obviously couldn't hear me.
"What was that?" He leaned in closer to my face.
"I said I l-love you too. " I continued to look at floor-chan when I felt surprisingly soft fingers pull my head up. I was greeted by a blushing Jean which was quite adorable. I leaned up a bit (since I'm like three inches shorter than him, but still taller than Levi) and kissed him. He immediatley kissed back. We stayed like that for what seemed like years, and it made up for every mean thing he'd ever said to me. Then we couldn't ignore the need for air so we pulled away.
"Will you be my girlfriend?"
"You really had to ask, baka. Of course I'd say yes." With that, Jean kissed me again and walked me towards my dorm.
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Was that good? I hope it was. Anyways, after this : Hanji
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