Taka's p.o.v
I layed on the bed stairing at the ceiling and just questioning life. I heard a knock on the door at it was Chihiro telling me that we were heading to the park, I got up and washed my face to make it look like I wasn't crying. I opened the door and said.
"Hello. Give me a moment to get dressed!"
"Taka, you can just wear comfy clothes."
"I don't really have those." I told them looking down.
"Oh here follow me then."
I did as said and followed them to their room. They pulled out a plain black hoodie out of their suitcase and handed it to me.
"Uh, are you sure I can wear this?" I asked them it looked big enough to wear, but I didn't know.
"Yeah, try it on." Chihiro said.
I put the hoodie on and it was lose, but fit just fine
"Thanks, Chihiro!"
I walked to my room and put my boats on and walked off, it felt werid wearing a hoodie, but I liked it. Everyone was waiting for me to go and we walked out.
"Since when do you wear a hoodie, Eyebrows?" Mondo asked blushing a little bit and pointing.
"It's just for tonight. Chihiro let me borrow it."
We were on our way to the park and Leon, Yasuhiro, and , Kaz all ran to it when it was in their sight. We all got there. Chihiro, Chiaki, Peko sat on the swings and talked to each other. Leon was playing tag with the other's and Mondo was sitting on top of monkey bars just giggling. I saw a hammock and sat in it watching everyone. I felt like I was in elementary school again, everyone playing with each other and laughing while....I'm...alone. I layed down and closed my eyes looking at the sky, I heard footsteps walking towards and looked up, it was Gundham.
"May I sit with you, Mortal?" He asked pointing at the hammock. I got my feet off and scooted over, so he could sit with me.
"Are-are you doing okay, Mortal?" Gundham asked me looking concerned.
"O-oh yeah. I'm fine, Gundham."
"Are you sure? You been acting different, lately, even my dark deva's of destruction are concerned."
"No." I said sighing
"What is the problem?" Gundham said letting one of his hamsters run to me.
I picked the hamster up and started petting it.
"I don't even know myself." I answered just losing all my emotion
"Well, Do you have an idea of what it is?"
"Not really." I put his hamster down and looked up, Mondo caught my eye, he was chasing Leon.
"Is it Mondo?" He said looking at him.
"W-What? N-no!"
"Yes, it is, Mortal. Do not lie to me!"
"F-fine. I think I like, Mondo, but I don't know if I really do or not!"
"Oh, it is a crush thing? How do you feel around him?" Gundham asked giving me one of his hamsters to pet. I talk better if I'm doing something.
"Well, I feel....safe around him. Like, I can't be hurt! My heart hurts though, and my stomach aches."
"The heart and stomach thing is you being nervous around him."
"What does that mean?"
"I think it means you do like that, Mortal."
"But I can't like him!" I said letting the hamster run around and grabbing another one.
"Why can't you?" Gundham asked lifting an eyebrow.
"I-i don't know. Maybe it's cause I've always grown up to my dad threatening me that if I did turn out gay he would kill me!" I said starting to freak out.
"Well, your farther is not here. So how can he find out?" Gundham said waving his hand around. I don't know if I should tell him my dad is dead.
"My dad is dead."
"Oh! I'm sorry, Mortal I did not know!"
"It's fine, Gundham. I really like your hamster's."
"Oh! Well they are not hamsters, but if you are ever feeling down, you are more then welcome to borrow one."
"Thanks, Gundham" Kaz yelled from across the playground running up to us.
"Yo, Gundham! There's a spinning thing over there. People can sit in it and spin and it's really fun! You guys should try it!" He said grabbing our hands and bringing us to the other side of the playground.Mondo's p.o.v
Leon, Fuyuhiko, Yasuhiro and me were in the spin thing. I was making us spin and was giving everyone whiplash! That was funny, I don't get dizzy though. I stopped the thing and got out and laughed my ass off when they all fell down from dizziness. I saw Kaz dragging Taka and his boyfriend. Taka had Gundham's hamsters on his shoulders, it was cute with his hoodie on.
"Hey, Eyebrows you wanna turn?" I asked him pointing at the thing.
"Um, sure?" He got in with Chihiro, Chiaki, Peko.
I spun the thing from the outside of it and heard them all laughing. It was a couple of minutes before I stopped. They all got out and Taka was laughing holding his stomach.
"Ya okay ,Eyebrows?"
"Yeah, i-i'm fine, just laugh w-when I'm dizzy!" He could barely say the sentence from how hard he was laughing.
Everyone had gotten turns, Taka held Gundham's hamsters for him while he was in there and I found it absolutely adorable. It was getting dark so we all decided to head back head to our cabin.922 words!
You are enough! You are everything! Start telling yourself that everytime you wake up.