(⚠️⚠️ Bulimia ⚠️⚠️)
Taka's p.o.v
I was walking back to my room when I saw Mondo walking in the front doors. I hid behind the wall so he couldn't see me, He started walking down to Leon's room. I may have followed him. I followed him, but where he didn't know I was there. He turned the corner, so when I did I just ran into someone, it was him.
"Why ya following me around?"
"I-umm, Surprisssse...."
"That doesn't tell me, Eyebrows."
"I'm sorry, I know it's very rude to do that and I shouldn't have-!" I got interrupted by Mondo hugging me.
"It's okay, Eyebrows. Are you okay?"
"Yeah, just asking Gundham a question."
"Oh, Well. Want me to walk you back to your room?"
"Yeah, I would like that."
We started walking back and I felt him hold my hand. He just swung our arms around, goofing off.
"What were you asking Gundham?" Mondo asked
"Ishida problem stuff."
"Ah, Got it."
We got to my dorm and he hugged me. I felt him about to kiss me.
"I'm sick. You can't kiss me."
"God damnit! Why can't I?!"
"I just said I'm sick."
He stares at me and then kissed me on the cheek.
"I said no kissing!"
"And I am showing my love! Deal with it!"
He hugged me back and said Love you like he always does.
I walked into my room and layed down, I was staring at the ceiling when it looked like it was moving. I don't know if that's good or bad, probably bad. I sat up and look at the bathroom, the light was on. I don't remember leaving the light on, I slightly ran over there. I turned the light off and walked away when I heard the light switch turn back on. I turn around and just sat there until I heard a voice.
'You know what to do or do I have to do it for you.'
I sighed and walked over to the bathroom, I looked in the mirror and pulled my shirt back that way I could see if it was getting worse.
"I actually look fine. I think I'm okay." I quietly said to myself
'No, You don't! Look at you! Huge Eyebrows, bright red eyes, you look like a skeleton! Not to mention, you got a bunch of cuts on you. You don't look good at all! The only thing that will make you look and feel better is what you came in here to do. Trust me?'
It's like I wasn't even moving. I felt like a puppet on string. I started puking and couldn't stop until I saw blood, I started losing vision and felt dizzy, and before I knew it, I passed out.
The next morning I woke up in the bathroom, I remember I have class, but I'm sick.
"Mikan said to rest and calm down, but I need to get my work done. I can ask Chihiro if they can get my work."
(On text)
Taka: Hey! Can you get my work for my classes?
Chihiro: Oh yeah I can do that! Are you okay? You've been distant lately. Has anything happen?
Taka: Yes, I'm just sick and don't want anyone I care about getting sick.
Chihiro: Okay. If you need anything else just text me. I'll be there in a little bit.
(Real life)
'Hello!' I heard Ishida start talking. I ignored him like Gundham said to.
'Hey.'....
'Is anyone there?'
'Taka! I know you fucking hear me! Answer me goddamnit!'
This is surprisingly hard, I knew it would be werid at first.
'Hey dipshit! Ya gonna answer me or not!'
'This is a bunch of bullshit! FUCKING TALK TO ME! I WILL NOT BE IGNORED!'
I felt my whole head rattle, it felt like getting hit with a football.
'Fine! You don't want to talk to me. That's fine, I can deal with that, but can you deal with me?'
I didn't get what he meant by that until it was like I'm in a flashback.
(⚠️⚠️Ab*se/PTSD⚠️⚠️)
I was back in my house. I was in my room, All my stuff, I look at the closet and saw my Mom's jacket she wore around. It was still the same Navy blue as I remember it.
"I miss mom."
'Yeah I do too, but I don't wanna hear about it.' I hear Ishida say or well echo?
I look over to see myself bust through the door and lay on my bed. This was werid, I was here, but I could see myself.
I watched myself as I layed there, sobbing, grabbing my eyes and my hair. I hear footsteps coming up the stairs and I already know what's about to happen. The door swings back open and there stands my Dad.
"You're a fucking disgrace!"
"Can you leave me alone right now?" I heard myself say to him. I wish I knew more back then. My dad walked over to him, and hit him.
"Don't interrupt me! Why the fuck are you crying?! You're not a baby! And you're to much like your Mom! Just an emotional bitch that doesn't do anything, but bitch and moan! All you d-!" I just sat and watched myself as I Just punched my dad in the face.
"DON'T EVER TALK ABOUT MOM LIKE THAT!"
I saw my dad about to punch him and I ran up trying to stop him, but he just went right through me. He then picked me up by the collar and throw me on the ground. He picked up a book I had on my desk and slam it against my head, and kept repeating that motion.
"You wanna fucking hit me like that again?!"
I back into the room and watched this happened. I couldn't do anything except watch.
He stopped hitting my with the book, May I remind you this is like a textbook. He started kicking me in the stomach and occasionally the face.
"You're a fucking wuss! Can't even stand up and fight. Can't stand your ground. What's wrong with you?! Why are you like this?!" My dad started yelling
"Yeah, I'm just the worst son ever, aren't I?"
"No.... you're no son at all." He kicked me in the chest one last time and then walked out of the room. I ran to myself, having a panic attack. I tried to wake myself from it.
"STOP! I CAN'T TAKE IT!"
'Are you gonna stop ignoring me?'
"Yes! Yes! I'll pay attention to you!"
All of a sudden I was in my room, I was sitting with my knees to my chest.
I look around and see that my work was on the floor like Chihiro slid them under the door. It took me a minute to get up and get my work done, but I couldn't stop thinking about that flashback. I didn't know Ishida could do that. What really freak me out is that I don't remember having Mom's jacket in my closet when I lived there.
Mondo's p.o.v
I was in class and didn't see Taka like usual. He wasn't kidding about not coming out of the room, I felt my phone buzz, so I looked at it.
(On text)
Leon:Yo! Are you going to Ibuki's party tomorrow?
Mondo: Yeah, why?
Leon: just making sure. Also, A new mall opened up the other day. It's a couple blocks down from here. Maybe we can go.
Mondo: oh. Um, yeah sounds fun!
Leon: Coolio! See ya later!
I get off of Leon's contact and go to Taka's.
Taka❤️: Hey! Are you doing okay? Do you need anything?
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(Real life)
I didn't get anything from Taka. That was werid, he usually answer right away, before I could even finish reading my text he has already texted back. I'll go check on him after class.
(After class)
I started heading off to Taka's room when I heard that Junko girl.
It sounded like she was talking to someone else. I pressed my back against the wall and listen to the conversation.
"I need you to do something for me!" Junko demanded, but I don't know who she was talking to.
"I don't want to do anything for you!"
"To bad! I need you to find that Hall monitor for me."
"Who? Kiyotaka? Why him?"
"Stop asking questions and just do it, Faceache!"
"What am I getting out of this?"
"You can hang out with Sayaka whenever you want to."
"Why do you need Kiyotaka?"
"I just need him so he can help me study! Jeez, So nosey!"
I was just worried about Taka. I don't trust that Junko bitch, I heard footsteps coming my way and it's Junko, she ran into me.
"Watch it, Gay corn!"
"Wh- wha- First of all, What kind of insult was that? Second, Who the fuck do you think you are? Third, Why do you need Taka?"
"Why is everyone so nosey?! I just need to study and he helps people with that!"
She yelled walking away, I started heading to Taka's room and knocked on the door.
"Hey, Taka you doing okay?"
"Yes, I'm fine! Thank you for checking on me!"
"Yup, Love you!"
"I love you!"
I giggled at that and walked away, I saw Leon hanging with that Singing chick.
"Oh hey, Mondo!" Leon said having a worried look on his face.
"Um, Hey. Wanna walk to class?"
"Sure, but let me finish talking to Sayaka."
"Okay." I turned and leaned on the wall and waited for them to stop talking.
"Alright, I'm done. Let's go!"
Leon said and we started walking to our next class.
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Hey! Thank you all for being patient! I really appreciate it! You all are the best!
Also I can't stop listening to the song above, I love it so much so you should listen to it.
