Seventh

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Kyungsoo's POV

Another day for me and I'm now walking my way to school, as always he's there, tailing behind me.

"Yah! Kim Jongin stop following me!" I shouted at him.

I always shout at him, says things like I don't like him so he should stay away from me but he's not listening. Aish!

"I don't wanna." He said from the back.

My heart beat fast. After that day I felt really wierder with him...

Flashbacks~

I'm here at the rooftop looking at the bright blue sky holding my stress ball. It makes me feel comfortable and relaxed. I really love silence.

"Boo!"
"What the heck?!" I jumped in shocked with that. Jeez.
"Sorry." He said, no other that Kim Jongin. How did he find me here?
"You always scare the hell out of me." I said glaring at him.
"Waah! You're so cute when you glare at me like that Kyungie." He said and I threw my stress ball at him.
"Go away." I said firmly.
"Nope, I ditched my friends just to be with you so no, I won't go away." He said firmly, too.

I just sighed. Just give up Jongin. I want to say but I'm too tired to talk.

"Just accept me Kyung, you'll be happy with me if you do. I really really love you so much as I really really want you to be my boyfriend." He said again.

My hearts is beating fast. Why? Is it because he startled me a while ago? Yeah. That's it.

"You're just hungry." I said then gave him one of my sandwiches.

Ends of flashback~

Then there's Lay hyung who spitted his water on me last night when I told them what this Jongin wants. I'm thankful that that cousin of mine is forgetful so he won't tease me with it.

But my heart's still beating fast. Am I walking too fast this time?

Since the day he stepped on my bag and winked at me, my life became different. A guy named Jongin bugs me everyday saying he loves me and wants me to be his boyfriend. Yes, I think I'm a Bi since I was 12 but I really don't want anyone beside me anyways.

He's like a mushroom, he appears everywhere. He's not leaving my side even if I wanted him to.

I can see he's kind and thoughtful but I'll still say no.

/sighs/

Fine. I'm scared. Since the day my father died, I don't want anyone to be close with anyone else even my cousin and mother, yes we talk and live in the same house but I don't want them to be close with me.

I don't want to get hurt again. I'm afraid to get hurt again. I'm afraid that another person will die because of me. My father, I really love him so much, I grew up with him because my mother's in China working there with my aunt, Lay's mom.

My dad and I used to go to park every weekend. But one day it's raining and I really wanted to go to the park but my father didn't let me. I sneaked out and played under the rain not knowing that he's looking for me everywhere until I heard that someone was hit by a truck outside the park and I saw it's him, it's my dad. I killed him because I'm not a good son.

From then on, I shut everyone out. Even Baek, Luhan and Xiumin, we're childhood besfriends. They were insisting to stay at first but I was the one to distance myself from them. They still try to get me back until now but I still shook them off.

Now I'm afraid that whoever got close to me will be in trouble or worst end up like my dad because I'm not good for them. I'm afraid to be left again. I'm afraid to be hurt again. I'm afraid to give my trust again. I gave up with this life.

"Hey Kyung!" Jongin called out he's now in front of me.
"What now?" I asked and crossed my arms.

I was shocked when he wiped something from my cheek.

"You're crying, why? You're sad again, stop being sad." He said and I can see pain in his eyes.

What? I'm crying? Since when? Aish! But what's confusing me is why? Why is he hurt?

"Kyungie, you can cry you know." He said soothing me.

I just looked at him, tears not stopping from falling. He hugged me. I feel weak, I feel cared, I feel assured, I feel...love. Maybe it's not bad to cry again...right?

"Shhh. Whatever that happened don't be afraid anymore. I know you're getting through things, we all do. You don't have to hide things for yourself. Open your eyes to the bright side Kyung and you'll see there are people who wanted to help you and be with you. You're a fragile person with a fragile heart that's why you're hiding in your shell. You have to come out and face your fears Kyungie. Don't give up on everything easily." He said drawing circles at my back soothing me.

I buried my face on his shoulder and hugged him back as I cried. Jongin's right. I should get out of this shell. I miss my friends. I miss my dad.

Kai's POV

We're on that position for ten minutes now and I'm glad he's not crying anymore, I only hear light sobs.

"S-sorry." He whisphered.

He pulled away and turned his back at me.

"It's ok." I said.

He started walking and of course I also walked behind him, too. I won't take an advantage of him just because he's sad, I hugged him earlier because I felt like he needed one. I wonder why he cried? I'm really hurt seeing him crying. It's too painful for me.

I stopped when he stopped at the school gate.

"Yah Kim Jongin." He started.

Jeez my name's really good when he says it. I blushed a little, thanks to the tan skin it's not that visible.

"Yes?" I replied.
"Maybe being f-friends won't hurt r-right?" He asked stuttering. He's blushing.
"Of course, every relationship starts with friendship jagi." I teased then smirked.
"Shut up." He said and hit my arm. "Come on, we're late." He added and I just nodded.

I just chuckled and we both walk inside the building, this time side by side.

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DNA/N:

Wahehe! How's that? KaiSoo! Wahoo! XD

Sorry for typos and wrong grammars. English is not my mother language. Kekeke~ I'm just trying to make an English story coz I'm thrilled to do so. Lol.

VoMments are nice. Thanks! :*

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