Twelfth

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Luhan's POV

This past days I was avoiding Sehun. Why? Because I know I'm falling for him. From the first time I saw them enter our room, he really got my attention. He became my seatmate in Math class and we became close. A flash of that scene passed on my mind.

Flashbacks~

Yah! He's my new seatmate? Otteokhae?

"Hi." He said poker faced.
"Oh. Hi." I greeted back.
"What's your name?" He asked tilting his head at the side. He looks so cute like a puppy!
"I'm Lu Han." I said then we shook hands. Woah! There's a shock of electricity.
"Uhh, my hand." I said as I saw him still not letting go.
"Sorry." He said then smiled.

Wow. He looks good when he smile.

"Why are you staring deer?" He asked.
"Huh? No! No, I'm not- what? dear?" I asked blushing a little.
"Yes, you're my deer hyung." He said and smiled again. My heart started to race.
"Your dear hyung? Me? Why?" I asked. Oh please tell me he's not seeing me blushing.
"Yes, you. It's your surname right?" He said.

Oh!

"Oh! Deer! Yeah. Deer, my surname's deer." Then I laughed awkwardly.
"Don't tell me you thought it's dear not deer?" He teased. I glared at him. "Don't worry, you'll be my girlfriend soon. You'll be my dear." He said.
"Yah! What girlfriend?! I'm a guy! I'm manly!" I shouted.
"I know." Then he winked at me. I blushed. "Hey, you blushed. That makes you my girlfriend now." He said then laughed. He looks refreshing when he laughs.

Ends of flashback~

/sigh/

I should've stop myself from being close to him. He always says he loves me, I know he's sincere but I can't love him. I'm afraid.

What if he falls out? What if he'll leave me soon? What if he'll hurt me, too? What if he's like him? Yes, I got a boyfriend back then. He's Park Min Hun (Yeol+Xiu+Se. Lol.) he left me because he've fallen out of love, he said he's tired of me. I'm afraid to get hurt again. I'm afraid to be left again. After he left me, my anxiety started eating and I just recovered. I don't want to go back in that hell.

Avoiding him was not easy. I have to make tons of excuses to get away from him. I even catched a cold from avoiding him. How? Well, I stayed outside all night because he's on my front door waiting for me. It rained that night and good thing there's a mini shed on my front door so he didn't get wet but I'm the one who got soaked instead.

Now I'm here in the park because I ran away from him. He asked me to be his boyfriend and I ran. How idiot am I?

But he's too sincere, should I really take the risk? Should I really believe him? I know I'm already falling in love with him. /sigh/ Love is all about taking risk and sacrifices, right? He's always there at the perfect timing to make me happy. It's like he's got a radar when I'm about to have a sad mood and then he's there, not leaving me. That's why I'm falling, continuously falling.

I put some more thought about it until I've decided. Fine! I'll take the risk. I smiled as I made my decision but that smile was changed by a groan when I felt someone stabbed me from the back.

No. How about my Sehunnie? No. Sorry. Sorry I was so selfish.

"Sehunnie." The last thing I said before I got drowned in the lake water.

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DNA/N:

Aww. T-T HunHan! What'll happen? Yaaaaah!

Anyways, sorry for typos and wrong grammars. English is not my mother language. Kekeke~

Happy 200+ reads! I'm gonna cry. Hahahaha! My wattpad's not working this past weeks so I have to uninstall and install it again. Thanks for those who put this on their reading list. I love you guys!

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