Valeskas p.o.v
All I can feel is anxiety. All the time. Since Champions Duel is coming up, old memories have been stirred up. unpleasant ones. Im getting paranoid, like Cayden would turn on me and things like that, and honestly, Im getting scared. scared of guys in general, even Cayden, the guys and Martino. Each time I see them my breath hitches and tears almost cloud my eyes, because I'm scared.
I called school saying Im not feeling too well and said for the next week i will stay at home. It's only five more days until Champions Duel and in four days I will take perhaps my last flight to Russia. I havent talked to Cayden and the guys about it since I can barely think about them without, like, dying.
Cayden is in school since I forced him to go. I need space. All of it.
I stood from the bed, and without getting dressed, I took my keys and drove to the gym.
I didnt greet the guy at the counter, instead I kept my head low. My clothes were exactly where I left them in my locker and just like usual they give me chills. If I win I will buy new fighting clothes, to get rid of the chills. My session started with stretching and was followed with 7 miles of running on the treadmill and then muscle pumping. I tried to take out all of my anxiety so I could at least face Cayden when I get home. I didnt tell him I was going here but I guess he can figure.
My days continued like this until it was the day of the flight.
I, Cayden and the guys were now waiting for our flight and since it was four in the morning everyone was not exactly up and jumping, except for me, Ive never been this awake before. My legs were jumping and I tried to sit still, but I just couldnt.
Valeska, baby, I get that youre nervous but try to relax, this is not helping you Cayden put his hand on my shoulder.
He was right but I couldnt just stop.
I know
He gently put his arm around my shoulders and pulled me closer to him.
He knows Im kind of scared of guys right now, but he is still my boyfriend and he does everything to make me feel as comfortable as possible and it kind of helps.
Our flight was called out and we made our way to the gate.
Once we were on the plane everything went smoothly and it ended in that I fell asleep against Cayden.
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