Bad vs Bad

Chapter 24

Valeska’s p.o.v

I couldn’t take it anymore and ran away from him, up to my room and locked my door and slowly sliding down the door crying. How? I fucking broke down like a little baby in front of the guy I love. He'll think I'm weak now and won’t like me. I’m weak. A wreck.

It knocked carefully on my door and I quickly held in a sob.

“Valeska, I know you’re in there. Please let me in Angel” he said and I heard that he was worried.

“No, please don't make me. I don't want too” I cried.

“Please Valeska, I want to help you, you don't need to tell me, I just want you to be happy, please baby” he pleaded.

I didn’t say anything but unlocked the door. As soon as the door was unlocked he opened the door and rushed in hugging me. He didn’t say anything, he just picked me up and sat us down on my bed. He gently rocked me from side to side, still not saying anything.

“If you want to tell me just know that I will always be here for you, Val, okay?”

I just nodded and hugged him harder as if he would disappear.

“Could you please bring the guys here. I want them to know too and I don’t want to repeat myself about my background” I said into his shoulder.

“Okay Baby” he said and typed a text to someone.

“I want you to especially know. I think it’s most important that you know” I said.

“Just so you know I won’t judge you for anything you’ve done, that’s your choice, not mine. And I will never feel different towards you in a negative way. I will always be here, I promise” he said stroking my back gently as I hugged him harder.

“Thanks Cay Cay”

It knocked on the door and the guys came in and rushed towards me and Cayden.

“Is our little Princess okay?!” Simon said and ripped me of Cayden and hugged the hell out of me.

“I would like to say that I’m fine but I’m not” I said.

I hugged Dominic and Hunter to before getting back to Cayden again, sitting on his lap with my back against his bare chest. We all sat there in our bathing clothes as I thought of a way to begin.

“I just want to say that the person you met when I began at this school is not the real me. The real me is broken and always hated, right from my birth. The person you met was the cover that I have dove to cover up all of the broken parts” I sighed.

“When Ziko was born my parents adored him. He was their golden treasure. I was born by accident. I should never have been born, anyway, since the day I was born my parents never cared about me. They left me at home, a 2 month old baby did they leave alone in a house just to go out and drink and do drugs. Ziko, who was 4 when I was born, hated me of course just as much as my parents do. When they was out on clubs drinking, he left for his friends of some girl. He lost his virginity when he was 4, he raped girls, 3, 4, 5 and even 6 years old girls did he rape and then abuse them if they tried to fight him. The girls were so scared to tell their parents so some of their parents still don’t know that Ziko raped them as kids. As soon as I screamed as a baby often Ziko would come in and beat me until I shut up. My mom hated me just a little less than everybody else did, sometimes she would give me food. When I grew up I attended the same school as Ziko and there he and his friends hit me, then it was another gang of boys who would hit me and a couple of girls would throw things at me and call me things. I also had a… I had a child from when one of Ziko's friends raped me, I loved her more than anything, but I couldn’t protect her enough… Ziko beat her to death in front of my eyes and I couldn’t save her, he had tied me up to a chair forcing me to watch. He beat my 1-year-old baby to death and I couldn’t save her, she was my everything. I don’t even remember everything that have happened to me, I have been drowned, burned, abused, cut, choked, whipped, raped” I whispered out the last word with silent tears falling from my eyes.