TW:this chapter contains attempted suicide if you dont feel comfortable reading please skip.
Sorry for so many time skips but 1 week later
Me and jaden didnt talk at all since the party. I felt an empty hole in me. I couldnt bare the pain anymore. It was like i was sinking into the ground slowly and nobody was there to pull me up. Nobody has spoken to me since the party. Well they have i just haven't answered their texts. I've decided its my time and god may not think the same but i want it to be my time.
I grab a piece of paper and write a quick letter to jaden.
Dear Jaden,
I love you in a place where there's no space or time. My love is everlasting, ever growing, and ever present. My love for you knows no bounds. I was drawn to you and your soul in a way I can't explain. It was like I just knew, here he is. This is it. He is it. You'll never know how much you mean to me. I can only tell you that my soul will love you forever. I'm sorry that it had to end this way. I just couldn't bare the pain or the hole inside me anymore. I love you jaden. Please remember me. You can find me on the hill.
Love, Jaylen
I grabbsd a razor blade, my guitar, my phone, my keys and a jacket. I left a note for my aunt too. I left the house and started driving. I took one last look around my town. I never actually realized how beautiful it was. The way the trees swayed in the wind. The color of the flowers.
Some people are like stars,we either thrive the longest we can,being the brightest we can or,we are hidden in the background waiting for our future. My star has burned out and now its time to fall.
I pulled my car into the parking spot and walked up to the hill. Where me and jaden first talked. Damn the memories. I sat down and pulled out the razor blade. 1,2,3,4,5 cuts on my ankle. 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9 on both my arms. I sat there and was ready to bleed out. I was ready. I looked at my phone one last time and posted one last tweet.
You rocked my world you know,
Now im sitting here lyin alone,
Under the tree where we first met,
I need you now but im already gone.
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I started gasping for air and i knew this was my time. "JAYLEN PLEASE" i heard right before i blacked out.
A/N: CLIFFHANGER. IM SORRY HOPE YOU LIKED IT.
