JADENS POV
I turned to her. "jaylen i-i dont know how to put this. ok so whenever im afraid im gonna lose someone i tend to go out and look for other people so that i have a rebound. i thought i was gonna lose you because i mean look at you. you are the most beautiful genuine kind hearted and funny person i have ever met, you could have any guy. you could have griffin, bryce or anyone else and you still chose me. and i didnt wanna believe it. so i got drunk one night at a strip club and ended up taking the girl home. i knew it was wrong and thats my fault. she just kept coming around and every time i would say no she would say yes and then it would just happen. im so sorry. i just got scared, scared i-i was gonna l-lose you and then i fucked up and lost you." i said. hiccups,tears, and drool. she looked at me in disbelief of what i had said.
her eyes filled with tears. she opened her mouth to say something but quickly closed it. then she stood up and said "you know when you had dropped me off at ethans and were driving back home there was supposed to be a party for you releasing your song that I PLANNED! I hwve done countless amounts of thing for you and cried over you for days in a row. and you turn around and cheat? you think that id ever wanna forgive you over it? after the many relationships and hurt ive been thru and i decide to jump back in and then get hurt again. you know what? get the fuck out of this house. i never wanna see your cheating ass again"she said and left the room.
i got up and ran out to my car. pulled out of the driveway and went to the date i had set up for us because id hoped she was gonna forgive me and let me take her on a date. i ran around, tearing down all the fairy lights and throwing them, smashing all the food i had made, ripping the hammock in two, picking up all the pictures i had made of us and putting them back in the car. i collapsed to my knees and screamed. "FUCK". there i layed, heartbroken once again, by a girl who i didnt deserve it. i punched the tree next to me over and over again. beating my head on it few times while all the tears and cries fell from my face.
i cried and cried until i couldnt breathe. i threw and the food i had smashed and all the fairy lights and the ripped hammock into the car and headed to griffins.
a/n:this next chapter is gonna turn into a shit show but anyways. vote and comment if you have ideas.
