Jadens POV
jxylenr Just Tweeted!
I looked at the notification. Me and her havent talked since the party. I felt a hole inside me. I decided to look at what she tweeted.
OH MY GOD! I need to find her. Its untelling what she'll do. If she kills herself I won't have nothing to live for. I really lo- like her and i didnt even get to ask her to be my girl. I hop up off my bed and swiftly grab my keys and drive to the hill where we first talked. I remember that night like it happened 5 minutes ago. Shes so beautiful- JADEN WHAT THE FUCK GET YOUR ASS OUT THE CAR AND SAVE HER! I ran up to the top of the hill and saw blood and a poor helpless beautiful girl that i now realized i loved. "JAYLEN PLEASE" i shouted right before her head hit the ground. Shes gone. I pulled out my phone and called an ambulance. Then I texted griffin because they were closer than her and i were periodt.
Bold- Jaden
Italics- Griffin
Griffin come to (hill name) NOW!
What happened?
Its jaylen!
Be there in 5
I cant lose her. She means so much to me. You can ask all the guys. I was in such a dark place before i met her. She makes me happy and shes so beautiful and gorgeous and a great person in general and i cant live my world without her. I feel like a fallen star right now. I feel like ive been broken into a million peices that cant be put back together. Jaylen is my everything.
I picked her up because the ambulance was here. I didnt care how much blood got on me. Before i laid her lown on the strecher i grabbed her car keys out of her pocket so they wouldnt cut into her side more than they already were. She looked so peaceful. Griffin pulled up.
"Does she have a pulse?!" He practically yelled running to the ambulance. I out my two fingers one her neck to feel. It was there but it wasnt strong. "Yesh but its not so strong. We need to stop the bleeding and get her cleaned up" i said. I felt a wave of relief come over me knowing she had a heartbeat. I thought maybe it was still beating for me.
They got her in the ambulance. "Are you family?" The paramedic asked me. "Im her boyfriend" i said. " we cant let you come. Youll have to drive." I felt anger rush in me. I ran to my car and got in nd slammed my door. I punched my steering wheel and started my car. I saw griffin following me close behind. I decided to call everyone and let them know what was happening and to meet us at the hospital.
At the hospital
We arrived and i asked the front desk lady for jaylens room number. "She doesnt have one yet they are in a emergency surgery room trying to control the blood. I will have a doctor come notify you when you can see her." She said.
I went back to the group who were all sitting in the waiting room. We were all tired and needed sleep. Some of us already fell asleep. Nessa fell asleep on joshs shoulder. They broke up but were still close. Dixie layed on griffins lap and they slept. Bryce and addison were sleeping too. The only people awake were me, charli, chase, mads, ant, and avani.
3 hours later
"Here for Jaylen" a doctor said. We had been here for 4 hours waiting. We all stood up. "Shes in room 1121 but onky two at a time as she just woke up and she has a major headache." He said.
Me and griffin looksd at eachother. "Okay so we'll go me and griffin then nessa and josh, bryce and addison, charli and dixie, and last chase and mads." I said then practically ran to jaylens room with griffin.
I opened the door and her head shot to me. She was pale but she was still gorgeous. "Jaden?" She questioned. I ran over to her cupped her face and kissed her. Idk what got to me but i had the sudden rush. She kissed back and then we both pulled away. "I realized something and i think i need to do something about it now because i didn't realize befoe and i thought i lost you and wouldnt be able to tell you. Jaylen you mean so much to me. Over the past week that we didnt talk i felt a hole in me. There was something missing and that was you. I cant live without you anymore. Please dont ever scare me like this again" i said voice cracking all over the place. "I promise" she said.
Griffin walked over and hugged her. "Good to have you back jay" he said.
"Yeah" she said. She sounded mad.
"Griffin can you leave for a minute and send the next group in in like 15 minutes?" I said. Jaylen looked so uncomfortable and mad and i wanted to see what her problem was. "Yeah sure" he said and left the room. "Whats wrong" i said.
Jaylens POV
I was so pissed off at jaden. That was my time. It was my time and he didnt let it happen. "What do you mean whats wrong. I was ready to be taken out of this world and you ruined it! You ruined the last chance i had to get rid of myself and make everyone happy, you ruined the only thing that would take away my pain! IT WAS MY TIME JADEN! My fucking time!" I yelled.
"No jaylen it wasnt your time! If it was you wouldnt be here. People want you here and care about you so much and you cant get that through your damn head. Yeah i did ruin it because i cant live without you. I lo- like you alot and i never got the chance to call you mi- you know what nevermind"he said. Was he about to say he loved me? "Honestly i dont care. Just get out. And tell whoever else is here i dont want vistors." I said. I wasnt gonna listen to everyone's lecture right now. I needed space and time. "Okay" was all he said and got up and left.
A/n: im trying to write
as much as possible but in person school started back where i am. Its torture though. A mask for 8 hours a day and a 20 minute break for lunch. Anyways i hope you enjoyed. I dont want to put them together yet because its too soon but I really thought about it in this chapter. Give me some ideas because im running out and send me some fanfics of jaden or josh please. Ive literally ran out of them.
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