NEXT DAY
i woke up to ethan jumping ontop me practically screaming at me to wake up.
"hi"he said. "wait wheres jaden"i said.
"he told me to tell you he went to the studio and would text you later"he said getting off the bed. "theres nothing really on the agenda today unless you have something you wanna do"he added. "yeah just let me get woke up"i said.
time skip
here i was. sitting, in the corner of my bathroom. letting my thoughts take over. should i take a test? i haven't checked my health app yet! i immediately opened my phone and went to the app to see when my period was supposed to start. tomorrow. if it doesnt start ill get a test.
knock knock
"princess are you in there?" jaden asked. "yeah just a second!"i said. i got up fixed my hair and made my eyes look a little better then flushed the toilet, unlocked the door and started washing my hands. "hi" jaden says, wrapping his arms around my waist. "hello there"i say drying my hands off. i turn around and jump on the counter, leaning foward so our foreheads were touching. "please dont ever leave me"i whispered. "never"he said. and there we sat taking in eachother like it was the last time we'd see eachother. "get ready, i wanna take you to the studio"he said. "really?!"i said, excitement beaming in my voice. he nodded his head and i went to my closet to find something to wear.
i chose a lime crop top with black ripped jeans and my white vans. i went and looked in the mirror. ive never wore makeup in my life because im afraid it will break my skin out, i mean hell im allergic to baby lotion.
flashback
i put some on my cheek and rubbed it in. i went back to my room and my face started to sting really bad. i opened my phone and went to the camera and saw my eyes getting really red. "MOM!"i yelled. "yes sw- OH MY GOD YOUR FACE!"she said. "go get in the car"she said.
time skip
"looks like she had an allergic reaction to baby lotion" the doctor said. "but when i put it on her as a baby nothing happened."my mom said. "these can take time to develop so it was unknown"he said.
end of flashback
i went out to the car and got in. "can we get mcdonald's?"i asked. "anything for you"he said. i connected my phone to the bluetooth and pressed shuffle on my 'car vibes' play list. the first song that came on was jadens song 'tonight'. i felt myself heating up. "i see you've already added my song to your playlist even tho it came out not even 30 minutes ago"he chuckled. i smacked his leg and looked out the window. should i tell him i heard what he said to griff? ok ok ok breath in.. and out. "hey jade?"i said. "yes babe"he said. "i wasn't actually asleep last night"i said. he stopped the car at a red light and turned to me with big eyes. "i pro-"he started but i cut him off. "its okay. i love you too"i said. he sighed full of relief and put his hand on my thigh.
time skipp
we finally got home after the studio. i was working on this song and came up with a name. 'to build a home'. it had a deeper meaning and probably shoulnt be the first song i released but oh well. jaden dropped me off and we said our goodbyes. little did he know i was getting the boys to suprise his for his new song. i went to ethans room and said "ready to go?" he hopped up and got in the car racing jaden to the house so we could be there for the suprise.
when we got there he was already there unfortunately but it didnt look like a party was happening. and there was a car here i didn't recognize. "do you know who that is?"i asked ethan "no". i texted griffin and told him i was here. i saw the front door open and a wild griffin johnson bolt out of it to my car. "do not go in there. for your sake and mine"he said out of breath. "whats going on"i said getting out of the car.
"you dont wanna know just dont go i-"before he could finish i was already speed walking towards the door. he grabbed my shoulder. "please?". "no. not unless you tell me whats going on"i said. he looked down and i walked up to the open door. "YES JADEN" i hear a feminine moan. oh. i walked back out of the house. "jaylen come back"griffin said running to catch up with me. "and you knew? how long"i said. he trued to go in for a hug but i pushed him. "HOW FUCKING LONG" i shouted, voice cracking. he looked down and mumbled something. "speak up"i said. "ONE MONTH!"he yelled. i nodded my head and and just started walking backward. tears filling my eyes.
"you know what? dont ever contact me again. and tell your little sway boys not to try either."i said. i got in my car. "im so-"ethan started "get out and find a ride home"i said not looking at him. "jay-""GET OUT"i yelled. he got out and i pulled out of the driveway. and the only thing the ran through my mind was why?
why did he do it? was i not good enough? did i not fulfill his needs? i pulled over and turned off my location and put my phone on do not disturb. i connected it to the bluetooth and played my 'just got broken up with and wanna be depressed' play list. then i clicked on the map on my car's screen.
new york here i come.
a/n: well that was a little unexpected...🤷🏽♀️
