*1 week later*
Its been a week now. Let me update you on some things. Let's start with the break ups. ALOT of breakups, griffin and dixie, charli and chase, nessa and josh, all broke up. Obviously i had i girls night with dixie, char char, and ness.
Flashback
"NESSA" I screamed. She just threw flour all over me. I cracked an egg over her head. "Karmas a bitch" i said. Everyone started laughing like crazy.
End of flashback
Now let's get on the jaden topic. Ever since thats Mads girl has been at school he's not been around as much as usual. So I've said fuck boys and forgot about whatever it was i had going on with him. We did have something and you could truly tell but I'm over it. No im not. Hes on my mind every second of everyday and never leaves.
Maybe we'll find our way back but until
then FUCK BOYZ.
Today was Saturday so it was like my chill day. And let me tell you NOBODY and i mean nobody was going to ruin MY chill day. I got up out of bed and went to the kitchen to go find some food. My aunt wasn't home im guessing because there was a note on the fridge.
Jaylen,
I've got called into work. I'll be home in a week im going to Australia. Call if you need anything. Money is in the safe if you need.
Love, Auntie
I know exactly what this meant. My inner party animal is channeling so hard right now. We've made a groupchat for stuff like this. Here we go.
Parents arent home 🏠
Me:my aunt left for 1 week. Party tonight my house. You dont have to dress up all nice but u can if you want.
Bryce:I'm bringing extra drink bc me and u are not light weights lol.
Josh: what time?
Me:yes bryce❤️. And be here around 6. Invite whoever just NO UNDERAGES.
Griff: ill be there.
Jaden: I'm coming. I know mads is only 18 but can she come?
Me:just make sure she isn't drinking okay.
After that every one else just responded and said that they were gonna come. I went upstairs and threw on a black long sleeve with some grey sweats and put my hair up in a ponytail. I wasn't gonna go all out to impress jaden.
*Time skip to 5:30*
People were arriving already most of them were helping me set up the drink table and stuff. "Hey Jaylen!" Bryce said. Me and Bryce have become besties whrn it come to drinking. But i can also trust him to talk anytime i need to.
"Hey bryce" i said pulling him into a hug. "I brought a pound for us to smoke with jaden if you want." He whispered in my ear. I was still kinda upset with jaden but fuck it. "Yeah we'll do that." I said.
The party had started. We were blasting music and rooms were crowded. I went to go do my usual 3 shots with bryce but I couldn't find him. I saw him already standing next to the 6 shots smiling at me. "Let's unleash the party animal!"i shouted to him. We both downed all three of the shots and grabbed and white claw and shot gunned it. I obviously won. "You cheated!" Bryce said. "How could i cheat?" I laughed
The night went on. My fucking jam came on tho. Nobody really knew that i sung so it kinda just happened. The song was train wreck by james arthur. I got ontop of my kitchen island and poured my heart out.
'Unbreak the broken,
Unsay these spoken words,
Find hope in the hopeless,
Pull me out of the train wreck,'
I was about to sing the next line when i felt someones fingers intertwine with mine. I looked over and saw jaden. I just started at him for a moment as he was singing. I melted into the song listening to him. I didn't realize i was crying till he turned towards me and wipe the tears off my cheek. "You're voice is beautiful jaylen" he said. I started blushing. He pulled me into a hug. "Thank you" i said.
After that we got down, our hand still stuck together. "Yo lets go smoke." Bryce said. I took them up to my room and pulled out a tray and some blunt papers to roll with and handed it to them. I went and opened my windows so the people downstairs wouldn't smell and want some. I was getting fucked up tonight. Nobody was gonna stop me. Before we smoked i ran back downstairs grabbed 9 white claws 2 bottles of vodka 3 fireballs and 3 glasses of water with ibuprofen since i knew they would both be sleeping in my room tonight.
I got up there and set everything out. They were already smoking but i was okay with it. "Wow you really are getting messed up tonight" bryce said. "Yesh. I mean idk anymore. I just wanna get wasted and forget about everything for a moment" i said. I grabbed one of the vodka bottles and went and layed my head on Jadens stomach and laid between his legs.
*time skip*
"Jaden, are you up" i asked.
"Yeah what's up" he said. "Can we talk?"i asked. I was drunk as fuck and high too. I probably wont remember and neither will he so fuck it. "Yeah what about?"he asked. "Jaden, this is gonna sound really sappy and i know you have a little thing going on with mads but i just need to get this off my chest. I like you jaden, a lot. And yeah you probably dont feel the same but ever since i first sat at that lunch table and looked at you, you've been on my mind 24/7. It's always been there but i dont want this coming between you and mads."i said.
"Listen Jaylen, I really like you too like alot but, mads has nothing to do with this. In fact the only reason we've been hanging so much is because I figured out she was my cousin." He said. I sighed in relief.
Could this mean something for me and him?
A/n: thanks for reading. Please vote and comment some ideas. I know this is really long so let me know if you want long chapters like this or short ones?
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