One Little Direction

Chapter Forty- Five: White Circles

{Leigh- Anne's POV}

I sit in the waiting room of the mammogram place, Jesy and Jade to my right and Perrie on my left. Ellie is sitting on the floor in front of us and Lillie and Rosie are in the pram. They're literally the most adorable baby twins I've ever seen! I just want to take them both home, and Ellie, but then Zayn and Perrie would probably know I took them because we see each other all the time...

"Leigh- Anne Pinnock." A woman comes out and I swear the whole room looks at me. It happens with every person, as if you're going to find out you have cancer or something wrong, when really it could just be nothing.

"Perrie Edwards." Another woman comes out. I look at Perrie and we both stand up. Perrie says a few things to Jesy and she nods, jumping over a few seats to watch the twins. 

Perrie and I head over to the women and we follow them down the hallway. I link my hand with Perrie's and soon we come to two seperate rooms. We simply exchange smiles and then go into the seperate rooms for our scans. 

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

"Ella, can you have a look at them?" Jesy asks Ella handing over her white envelope. We all got our scans back today and I really want to know if there's something seriously wrong with mine. 

"Sure." Ella replies and takes all of the envelopes. She grabs some Blu Tack and we follow her across her lounge and over to the windows. Asha and Ellie are playing happily together with the building blocks, which is cute. 

"Okay." Ella pins up four of the scans, one from each of our envelopes and looks at them all. We just stand back and watch as she looks at each of the X- Rays. "Right," she turns around. "From what I can see, none of you have cancer," Ella informs us and we all let out deep breaths. 

"But Leigh, come here," Ella calls me over and all four of us go to look at mine. What's wrong with it? Ella said there's no cancer so what could it be? Is there something worse than cancer? "I'm not entirely sure what it is, but there's a little white circle here on yours." Ella points it out and we all look at it. 

Oh...

"Wh- what do I do?" I ask, my eyes starting to fill with tears.

"Probably go and see this doctor." Ella pulls a card out of the envelope. "She'll be able to tell you what's going on." Ella informs me and I look at the card and nod as Jesy wraps her arms around me.

"Um Ella," Jade speaks up. "Perrie has the same sort of white circle too." Jade points it out and we all look at the scan and Jade's right, there is a circle almost in the same spot as mine. I watch Perrie freeze and then turn around and look at Ellie playing happily. Oh no. No, no, no. Take me if you have to God but don't take Perrie... Please No. 

★★★★★

"It's going to be okay Leigh. No matter what happens we'll make it through this baby." Jordan soothes me as I cry into his shoulder after telling him about the white circles. "I'm not going anywhere and we can get through this Leigh. Besides, it might not even be anything bad." Jordan calms me. Well, I'll find out tomorrow at my doctor's appointment, hopefully all goes well...

{Perrie's POV}

I watch Lillie drinking away from my right breast. I don't really want to use my left one because of the white thing. I mean, they can't drink it into them, it's just I don't know what it is and I'm scared about it. 

Once I've fed both the twins I go into Ellie's room where she's already asleep in her bed. Zayn generally puts Ellie to bed and I do the twins. 

I walk over and place a gentle kiss on Ellie's forehead and then walk out of the room and into our bedroom where Zayn is holding the X- Rays. How'd he get them? 

"Is it cancer?" He asks. So he's noticed the white mark. I just shrug and walk over to my side of the bed and jump in. I've already done my teeth and got changed. "What is it?" Zayn asks sliding in next to me. I shrug again and he doesn't say another word, just grabs me by my waist, turns off the lamp and then snuggles up behind me. "It's going to be fine. I love you." He whispers. 

"Love you too." I mumble once he's sound asleep. I won't sleep tonight. Leigh- Anne needs to be fine, and hopefully I will be too.