Nekomas crow

Chapter 10

A/N: I'll just start with the school, he woke up like always, did his morning routine and yeaa
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Hinatas PoV.

I sat in class, thinking of the reason they beat me.

What could it be? Am I annoying? strange?

„-nata! Hinata Shouyo!" Mrs Smith called me.

I looked up and saw my english teacher right in front of me. I was confused and asked myself why she called me.

„Hinata! Answer my question?" she looked through my soul, or that's what it felt like. My classmates all looked at me and waited for a response but it never came, I didn't know what she asked. My class laughed at me. I shrink in my seat because of the embarrassment I'm in. The bell rings and I quickly ran out of class. I made my way towards the bathrooms and as soon as I entered I broke down.

Why am I so embarrassing, of course I don't have friends they would be embarrassed of me. I'm just an outsider. I'm a disappointment. I'm useless. I'm not worth anything.

⚠️TW: SELFHARM!!!⚠️

I pulled a knife out of my pocket and started to cut myself for everything someone could hate me for.

1. embarrassing
2. no one knows me
3. disappoint everyone I know
4. too crazy
5. too energetic
6. ugly
7. get on their nerves
8. unpopular
9. I have a different personality with others
10. short
11. my bruises
12. dumb
13. my scars
14. useless
And so on

I looked into the bathroom mirror and placed a bloody hand on my throat. I slightly put more pressure on my throat and feel myself gag a bit.

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I heard the door open and quickly cover my cuts. He looks like he saw a ghost. His eyes are open wide and his jaw is dropped open.

„H-hinata, w-why are you d-doing this..?"

I didn't know what to say. What do you say to your bully? That he's the reason you're cutting yourself? Should I tell him the truth?

„I-i...It's just too much for me..." I told him while I broke down again. I end up laying on the floor crying like a fool. He just looked at me shocked because of my words. He slowly walked over to me and kneeled down to my level. He tried to reached out for me but I just slapped his hand away in fear of getting beaten.

„DON'T TOUCH ME! I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING WRONG!!!" I screamed.

He looked even more shocked now and has a look of guilt on his face mixed with sadness.

„I-i'm not going to beat you Hinata....I just want you to be safe right now...please let me treat your wounds.." he pleads. I just shake my head in response. I'm so scared that he'll beat me now. I'm so weak right now he could just beat me up, I can't do anything about it. If I let him treat my wounds he'll surly make them burn like hell and give me even more for my mother to take care of.

Suddenly my phone started ringing. I looked at it and it reads ‚Kenma😺❤️👾's calling...' He took my phone and accepted it.

„Yes...Hinata he's uhm...he needs help right now and he doesn't want me to touch him...yes..yes please...mhm...Karasuno Highschool....yea we're at the bathroom on the second floor..10 minutes?..okay thank you..see you."

I an the one who's shocked now. Kenma's on his way here I think. He'll see me with all my cuts and he'll see me laying on the floor..while I have my breakdown.

I heard the door open and time stopped. I felt two arms around my small body and some hair next to my face. I started crying again and hugged back.

„Shhh Shouyo...I'm here, everything will be fine."

I relaxed at his touch and stopped crying. I'm so relaxed and the reason is Kenma. He keeps me calm even if I have a breakdown.

Maybe I should tell him about the beating and bullying, he could help me out.

„K-kenma I have to tell you something..." I whisper into his ear. He nods and tells me to wait until we're somewhere private and no one could hear us. I just nod back and lean into his touch.

Tsukishima left the bathroom a few minutes ago and it were only Kenma and me in the bathroom right now.

Kenma slowly pulled me up and carried me bridal style out of Karasuno Highschool, I think he headed into the direction of my house. I wonder if my mum and Natsu are already home, I hope not, they would worry because of the cuts and bruises.

After a few minutes we walked trough my door into my house and he layed me down on my bed. I don't know when but I did fall asleep.

When I woke up I saw Kenma sitting right bext to my bed his phone in his hand and him focusing on the game. My arms were bandaged. I sat up and asked Kenma if my family was back. He only said that they weren't home and won't be till sunday. I don't know where he got that information from but just ignored it.

I tried standing up but he kept me in bed and said I should have some rest. I decided to ask him where he got the idea that my family won't be back until sunday and he told me that he answered my phone while I was asleep and my mother called me. He also told me that he'll stay in Miyagi until my family is back and that he'll take care of me.