Kian Is Mine (an o2l fanfic)

Chapter 23: The...Guys?

I was on crutches again! Paul and Nick were helping me walk out of the hospital and into the car. Nick wasn't a very good choice for that. He kept tripping me accidentally, but he kept saying "I'm so sorry, Sydney!" It was so cute

I may have only been in that hospital for a week, but it felt like 10 years

I don't know why I keep having near death experiences. Is this a message? Should I leave someone? Should I stay close to someone? The first person that came in to my mind when I thought that was Kian. It was almost our 9 month anniversary. I was so excited, but since I was on crutches again, I couldn't do much. The worst part was that I'd still be on crutches when the baby was due.

We finally got in to the car. Mom had to drive really slowly because of me. I felt bad. I felt like I was the cause for a lot of things

-Carly and Trevor's breakup

-Trevor's death

-Katie dating Dylan Brown

-If Nick was sad

Gosh, I don't even want to think about ruining any more things. I've ruined things enough

Mom finally started driving. But like a turtle

"How you hanging back there?" Mom asked me

I nodded "Fine. You can go faster."

Paul shook his head "No. The doctor gave us a certain speed to drive at so we don't hurt you or you don't bump."

I gave him a look "Excuse me, Paul, but a doctor doesn't work at the DMV

He gave me a look back "What did you just call me?"

Mom looked at me through the rear view mirror "Honey, did you call dad Paul?"

"He's not my dad!" I yelled

"Whoa! Where is this coming from?" Mom asked me, sounding worried

"Why don't I know my dad, mom?! All of my friends have dads."

"Well, all of your friends are guys who are ugly dumb asses." Katie budded in

"Shut the hell up, Katie. You don't know shit." I snapped at her

"Stop swearing please!" Nick begged

"You heard the boy." Dad told Katie and I

We both rolled our eyes and apologized

Again, Nick went from serious to super enthusiastic "That's okay!"
It was adorable

A few days went by and camp started. Nick was going to tennis day camp and Katie was going to a regular day camp. I couldn't go anywhere. I was supposed to go with Katie, but I was on crutches and I didn't want to. The beginning of the summer was pretty boring. I had to just lie down all day and watch TV. The other fun part was Kian and the guys visiting me

Something weird happened one day. It was 7 days before my mom went into labour. Kian, Connor, JC and Carly all came over. I started to like Carly again. She was there for me through all of this

So, Kian was sitting with me while Connor was going to re-fill my water bottle. JC and Carly were watching TV, but comforting me at the same time

I spoke up "Okay. Where is Sam?! I don't get it. He hasn't been here through any of this! Does he even know about Trevor?"

Kian held my hand "You know, Sydney. I don't know. When Ryan died, he disappeared too. He never asked if I was okay. He was the first person I called and he said "Oh." after I told him. I was pissed! I don't think he's very good handling death."

"But what about me? It's not like I'm dead." I told him