Evy hummed, fixing the camera. She smiled brightly before clicking the record button, waiting until she was sure that it was recording.
"Hiya, everybody! It's me, Evy! I took my break recently, and I just wanted to say thank you." she began, her voice cracking slightly at the end. "You have all showed me that I am in no way a monster or inhuman, and for that I am thankful." Evy continued. She looked down at the comments of her livestream, giggling softly.
"I'm glad I'm back too, Kiddo! But, i need to tell you all something..." she stated, her eyes filling with tears. "I.. I'm sorry. I shouldn't have put all of this on you, especially since I know some of the people involved in recent incidents could see the posts. Next time, I will make sure not to write them the way I did." She fiddled with her sleeves, anxiously nibbling her lip as she checked the comments. She nodded, a smile appearing.
"I know now that if I want help I have to ask for it instead of hoping someone will see that I'm not okay. But, I decided to tell ya'll some signs of how to check if I'm okay!" she said cheerfully. Evy giggled, hugging herself.
"First one! I normally say hiya when I start talking to someone. If I say hi or hello, I'm probably not okay. Secondly! If I use proper grammar and spelling and full words. This is kinda dumb, but it's the truth! If I'm texting you and I start using Logan Sanders speech, I'm probably not okay. " Evy explained, signing softly. She groaned mentally, her parched throat screaming at her. She apologised to her viewers before getting up and walking over to her kitchen. She grabbed a fruitshoot and went back up to her room, sitting in her chair.
"I'm back!" she exclaimed, giggling. She already felt like her old self again, happy and over-excited. "So, third sign! If my replies get shorter,ask me if I'm okay please. Sometimes it's easier to speak out if someone reaches out to me." Evy said,her smile dropping.
'Too happy about attention. Faker!' she stared at the comment before saying,
"Well, sorry Kiddo's, but I think imma go have a shower! I'll be back later, if I can!" she made a heart shape with her hands. "Love ya'll!"
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Sandersides Oneshots
ChickLitThere definitely aren't enough of these- Also, fair warning, I can't figure out what might be a trigger for people,so my oneshots won't really have trigger warnings. Sorry!
