A Million Dreams :: verkwan

MD :: 39

*seungkwan*

the dinner came and it went not so smoothly. at first we are just talking about the embrassing moments we had on our summer, then it went down to updates of who we are with during summer. and of course, i had to deny that i was with hansol on that first one week. they arent convince that i was all alone there, but i tried so hard to defend hansol and to hide what had happened.

we are talking while drinking a canned beer. i was really getting tipsy but i still know what i was doing. i can still see how aesthetic wonwoo hyung's star lampshade there on the corner. he denied first that he bought it by himself but later on, he admitted that it was from mingyu. i though he's going to cry since both of his parents arent aware of his sexuality and based on his microexpressions that he loves that mingyu already.

i was being emotional due to the fact that i drunk too much now but the way seokmin informed us that jisoo hyung is in love with somebody else now makes me cry. i may be tipsy and all, i still know how much it hurts seokmin's side. he loves jisoo hyung more than we imagine.

my head was spinning once the canned beer jihoon and wonwoo hyung bought for us already empty. i was trying my best to stood up but my head was spinning. i was about to fall on the floor when wonwoo hyung caught me instead. i saw how he signalled jihoon hyung to carry the others mostly seokmin who already about to passed out.

wonwoo hyung carried me to my unit as he reminded me to take a cold shower so that i could sober up. he left me there after since he would be carrying the other two which jihoon hyung couldn't since they are both taller than him. i jolted myself on the bathroom and opened the showers faucet and set those into cold water.

i almost screamed as the water fall right down exactly on my face! geez. i thought i would be drowning. fuck.

i shut my eyes while feeling the cold water flowing down to my body. but i opened my eyes again when hansol appeared on my head. the way he stared at me, the way his face lit up when i was walking towards him, his drowsy yet sexy brown eyes, the way he smiles so wide that almost beamed his gums and the way he made me comfortable with just his presence.

im loving all of those. i love everything of what i am feeling when it comes to him. i dont know what was that called, but all i know was hansol was like the universe to me.

a universe i was intrigue to explore with.

he was. . that special.

after i took a cold shower, i was already sleepy. my head wasnt spinning but i was sleepy. i can now walk properly as i went to my kitchen to drink a lot of water. i drank too much of beer there. it wasnt my first time getting drunk, but my alcohol tolerance was low.

i drank six glass of water then i went back to my room and threw myself on the bed. oh. . how i missed my bed so much. i crawled up to hug my favorite pillow then i shut my eyes. i just found myself already dreaming.

my head was aching when i woke up. i jolt at the bathroom to vomit but theres nothing would come out, but my head was aching so bad. geez. was this they called hangover? it was like hammering my head. it hurst so fucking much. and its early in the morning!

i tried so hard to shower with cold water again. it wasnt working at first since my eyelids keeps shutting on its own. i had to slapped my face to wake my system up. after showering, my eyes still half close when i did my morning routine. my stomach keeps on growling.