A Million Dreams :: verkwan

MD :: 41

*seungkwan*

i panned my head and ruffled my hair in frustration and irritation. i groaned as i open my eyes and stared at the bare cream ceiling here on my room. i was really trying to fall asleep and relax myself but i couldn't.

sofia's words from earlier keep running through my head and those made me confuse plus hansol's actions! i dont know if im going to believe what she said or nah! i was getting confuse time to time. geez.

i rolled my eyes and lift my body up as i leaned my back against the head board. i exhaled amount of air using my mouth and stared at the unison though no matter how i distract myself from what happened earlier, its no use. it keeps coming back and coming back again.

im not assuming that the song hansol was writing right now was inspired by me or so. . i did not born to be assuming plus i was so transparent that if something was off within my surroundings i would seek for an explanation and answers but right now i was so scared to ask hansol about the matter and about from what sofia had told me.

i wasnt really sure if sofia's words was real. but if you based those by hansol's actions. .it fits. but how? i mean really how? why me? why does it has to be me? we are friends right? and we both know that i dont do boyfriends. but still. . im not assuming that those are real.

hansol made those clear to me that i was special to him so maybe that those actions was just part of me being special.

i slide myself on the mattress and tried to fall asleep and dont think of something else. i shut my eyes and hugged the pillow but i opened my eyes again when i saw hansol there! he appeared again! geez! why does he keeps picturing in my head?! and for worst why does it have to be the smiling hansol i witnessed back then at jeju?!

my sleeping routine was really ruined. i was supposed to be asleep now. actually, i had been wanting to sleep for about two hours now and still couldn't. hays. i rolled my eyes and decided to stood up. it was almost one in the morning yet i was here wide awake.

i went to the bathroom to take some pee, after that, i washed my hands and went to the kitchen to dig some foods on the fridge but i frowned when i remember that i dont have any stocks there. i forgot to buy some groceries earlier since i was busy eating with chwe siblings though i just watched them bickered in front of me.

i groaned again and i was about to went back to my room when my gaze jerked at my windowpane as i saw nothing but stars and moon there outside. my brows was furrowing and i twitched my doorknob as the night breeze greeted me. it wasnt that cold since it was still summer. i walked and leaned at the railings while im looking up to the sky.

"cant sleep?"

i looked sideways and i saw jeonghan hyung there. his unit was in the third floor same as seokmin and minghao, while me and jihoon hyung was in the second floor and wonwoo was in the fourth floor almost alone there.

he was wearing a brown trench coat under those is a white plain tee, a maong short ending above his knee and sandals. he looked like he went out at this kind of hour.

"don't ask me where did i go. you know the answer already."

the side of my lips rose up. "meeting seungcheol hyung?" he just looked at me and copied the way i was leaning against the railings.