A Million Dreams :: verkwan

MD :: 14

*seungkwan*

"oh seoks. whats the matter?"

i arched seokmin a brow when he suddenly knocked on my door. his woebegan face greeted me as if he lost something important in his life, or he got scolded by some people out there that he looked extremely sad.

he looked at me with almost teary eyes. i had to widen the gap of my door and signalled him to get inside. he lousily did. he was like his soul left him in this hour. i closed the door again and turned around to face him, he was now sitting at the couch while staring into nothing.

my brows knitted as to why he was acting as if he lost somebody else. i sat next to him and tug his shoulder to brought him back to reality. he was wearing his casual clothes and his hair's a bit disheveled.

"tell me why," i said in my most soothing voice.

he shot me glance before heaving a sighed. it sounded so deep. "j-jisoo hyung." then his face started to swell up with tears.

i hugged him sideways and caressed his shoulder to calm him down. i know how much it affects him when it comes to jisoo hyung. seokmin loves his best friend more than anything. i asked him one time if who would he choose between us and jisoo hyung, and he choose the latter which he was in love with.

his sobbed gets loud and i couldn't do anything but to whisper some flowery words. im not that good in soothing and cooing someone unlike jeonghan hyung who is fond of seeing someone broke down in front of him. i carressed his back while hugging him on the side. his breathings gets heavier time to time.

it took him more than a minute before he heave a sighed to calm himself down. he wipe his tears away and covered his face. i stood up to get some glass of water. i hurriedly did those since seokmin needs someone to lean on right now. i may not know what was his reason but i know how hard it is for him.

he drunk the glass of water in one try after that he fanned himself getting mortified. i gave him a tissue so that he can wipe his tears away in more careful way. i sat next to him again and caressing his shoulder.

"its fine if you dont wanna tell me what's the problem. but im always be here, we're always here seoks."

he shook his head. "n-no. i wanna get rid of this now."

i nodded and waited for him to open up about the topic. he heave a sighed again and i furrowed my brows when he giggled but i can still see how sad he was right now.

"who am i in jisoo hyung's life again, kwan?" he asked arching a brow.

"do you really want remind me of that thing to you?" cause i know how much it will cause him if i did.

he nodded. "i wanna know so that i wont be acting as if we broke up."

"you are jisoo hyung's. . best friend." i said slowly. i was really hesitant to say the last two words but because he want me to, i did even if i know how much would it hurt him in the inside.