A Million Dreams :: verkwan

MD :: 51

*seungkwan*

i was really trembling when i started to wear my costumes though the costume department was the one who're helping me get dressed. the backstage was loud and full of murmurs but nothing i could hear louder than them was my heart beat. it keeps beating so fast! i feel like it will jumped out of my chest in no time!

"im trembling gosh." i jerked my head to shiah as she tried to calm herself down using the inhale exhale. shes in front of me, her makeup and her dressed suits her well.

"i am too." i said and we both exchange trembling smiles towards to each other.

the director announced that we need to get ready in thirty minutes. the house department heads informed us that there were plenty of students who will watch the first show and that made me more nervous. this may not be my first times, but the feeling when i first felt lingers there. mygod.

my classmates ran to me as she fixed my makeup there on my forehead since it was getting messy now and because i was sweating so hard. she told me to stay calm and relax myself, but i tried. im trying so hard to calm myself down!

i sat beside shiah while waiting for the open house and the signals from director. seokmin was still getting dressed as well as the others, they just prioritize me and shiah since we are that much expose to the scene and we are the first one who would come up there.

"seungkwan-ah, someone from architecture wants to see you there on the side." the costume deparment head informed me.

my eyes widened and i stood up immediately. it was hansol. i informed the director that ill just gonna meet someone on the side, he told me to get back here at five so i made sure to be at the side where hansol was waiting in a fast seconds. when i get there, i saw hansol leaning on the bare white walls with his cannister on his left shoulder.

his face lit up once we made contact with each other. i rant to him as fast as i could then he scrutinize my face. i was wearing makeup and my outfit arent in a uniform.

"you looked different." he said then he cupped my both cheeks but he remove his hands away after by feeling the thick makeup there. "you're trembling, are you fine?"

i nodded. "j-just nervous." i exhaled amount of air to lessen my nervousness. "im nervous." i repeated.

he smiled to me then he parted his both arsm wide enough to signalled me to hug him. i was really hesitant at first to do it since my makeup and my outfit would linger through his uniform, but he got impatient as he was the one who hug me instead. i fought with the urge to hug him back but when i felt like the nervousness im feeling was became at ease, i hugged him back feeling how warm his body are.

"im nervous." i muffled.

"you can do it. i know you can do it." he told me in a whispers as he caressed my back. i was really wondering if the paint there would linger to his uniform.

we stayed like that for a minute before i freed the hug, getting more lighter now. he cupped my face and didnt mind about how thick and how sticky my makeup was.

he looked me in the eyes. "no matter what happen, i will still support you. im so proud of you, my boo remember that." he smiled and swayed my cheeks. "you can do it. i believe in you."